Childhood memories

2010-05-04T14:42:00.002+08:00

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2010-04-05T08:10:00.002+08:00

life sucks, time passing slowly sucks, truth sucks, you suck
thanks for making me become emo & depressed again
WTF is wrong with you? you got nothing better to do is it
if you meant it as a joke or to see me make a fool of myself
why you even bother about starting it in the first place
the nightmares and random thoughts're suffocating me
block luh block for all you want, at least now i know everything
damn. cant believe you made use of my trust to do this
stop even acting mysterious and keeping things from me
just which bloody sentence that you told me was true?
fck your lies, ****.

2010-04-01T13:22:00.004+08:00

didnt expect myself to be posting again
but really cant help but try to vent things out
often think about the good old younger days
when everything's so simple & sweet, so innocent
人类没有心脏那就好了, 那么受伤就不会流血
悲伤也不会再掉眼泪, 这样一切都会比较轻松吧

2009-08-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

woo~ mi back to update le. or blog'll continue dead-.-

prelims de schedule's out le]: so damn saddenin nia.

excludin english, main papers' one day aft birthdae..

oh man, bbye fun. *claps* sian..downcountin to O's):

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todae's e 8th again. august..time seriousli flies luh.

a yr jus flew away jus lyk tt. wad i did todae, last yr?

the past..scary pasir ris park n..HAAHS..dun tink le.

so disappointed that u forgotten bout e 25th. really..

cuz it has e weightage tt's almost as impt as e 8th.

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haahs..no mood blog le. shall blog sometime..soon?

lastly, HAPPI BIRTHDAE TCHER<3>tot i forgot right!

hope all ur dreams'll come true oh. stay happi :D

2009-07-12T19:22:00.003+08:00

sians..beginnin to hate bloggin..sinister world. yayy-.-

when freedom to sae truth's finalli here, i confessed.

nt to make any big differences, help or blah wadever.

oso dunno why bt felt btr aft postin things out. phew..

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received ariel's album liao le :D YAY~ happi happi~

actualli nt so early 1 loh, thks baobao thks swee XD

yst' super fun, shall blog on it when i hav more time(x

2009-07-05T11:08:00.005+08:00

i've gt my blog shop's items liao~

so niceee~ 2 baggies & i shirt<3

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todae's post'll b random pics ba~ lol.

wai & mi in skool toilet. LOL!

my polo shirt famili nw~ XD

mi & wai's <3>

zi lian-in time. kk hosptl's toilet._.

mi & cousin at grandma's hse yst~

i tink i look ugly here. bt ohwel)x

2009-07-03T20:04:00.003+08:00

bugis junction..neoprint shop..

cool drink shop..lemon drink..

dhoby ghaut mrt stn..vivo city..

kallang leisure park..red cliff 2..

pasir ris park..roller-skatin..bbq..

scaryscary nitetime..bike route..

chinese new yr..pineapple tarts..

swimmin pool..ajunied mrt stn..

sigh..flashbacks' fillin my mind..

some1 pls box my brains outta mi):

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对一切事情的无奈让我觉得好累

好希望能够忘记这一切的一切

可惜现实往往不能如想要的一样

现在的我只能够默默地看着你

祝你一定要过得很快乐很快乐

2009-06-27T22:31:00.002+08:00

skool's startin in a day's time..freakin sian luh cn.

then 1st day of skool gt sciences pract test liao):

wtf..wad spoiler nia. tink already no mood at all..

ohwel..at least happi things' tt grandma comin ;D

then goin fetch her hm^^ YAY. seeya oh 外婆 ;p

several things all happened in tis holidae.. *sigh*

being naive is a really stupid, n retarded thing :x

2009-06-25T19:30:00.003+08:00

yst went to wai's hse for bakin ;D cookies & cookiecups~~

okay luh. e cookies were bit of failure bt cookiecups' nice^^

we met up at busstop to walk tgth to kallang leisure park~~

then we had Subway for lunch; subway melts~ it's nice~ HA!

made a 'small' mess on e table bt we siam fast enough..lol.

aft tt went cold storage. then went to buy KFC for wai's sis.

then we're in time for shuttle bus back to kallang mrt. YAY!

damn happi luh. dun nid walk, cn sit. distance veri far leh):

yeah..then aft tt went back wai's hse. then start preparin le.

wahlao..Icing toppin for cake sucks luh. dey dun dry at allD:

put on e cookiecups go bake come out looks a bit weird..

bt at least Icing taste btr aft bakinD: count as gd thing ba :x

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everythin tt happen todae's fun...somehw it felt lyk the past?

bt wif a feelin of distancy nw. oh who cn actualli understand..

feelin's total mess when i packed e thing to giv ya in morniin..

flashbacks of feb came back again.. someone slap mi plsD:

everythin wld b too late for explainin n salvation to b done le ba?

2009-06-11T17:45:00.005+08:00

haahs..enough of regular emo-breakouts already.

shall tink bout positive & happi stuffs. hurray man..

left 3 more periods to end of e truncated lessons?

freakin glad luh, though onli left wif 2 wks of hols):

ohwel..lyk wad someone said, left a few mths onli.

CHIONG ah~ after tt then cn go play all i wan loh ;x

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jus a simple sms from u make my dae, did u noe?

2009-06-09T17:09:00.003+08:00

e same old shitty thoughts again yst night..lyk always.

look through those old smses..stare at e pics. ohwel.

ppl guess tt i wasn't in gd mood, bt who really knew?..

e reason tt cuz my mood to b down..no pt bringin it up.

so din't mention it out..suffocatin torture. wad the fuck.

crap.. temper's gt real bad lately. anger management.

zzz..bet wad to do next at night. bt e end results were..

disappointin i guess.. expected it to b tis way already.

想透了, 才发现自己的行为和做的一切竟是傻得可怜

2009-06-04T20:08:00.003+08:00

freak luh..jus hate makin decisions on my own.

wad actions to take...decisions to make blah..

tinkin tt my action cld hurt someone scares mi.

u dun seem to bother, is it hintin mi to let it go?

2009-05-24T22:28:00.006+08:00

well..tis e show i've been chiongin lately wif mummy & sis :D

jus finished e show~ yeah man! 花样男子rocks big time~

hopefully tt dere'll b some series (2) coming up soon? ;x

soundtracks ah soundtracks where are u~
it's so hard to collect all e songs in e show><

almost everyone i ask tink tt dey make a great couple~
*clap claps* even mummy also tinks so :DD

2nd guy from left & 1st from right's SHUAI right[x
mum tinks e main male lead's shuai..okae luh ;p
e female lead's nt pretti bt pretti cute though. lols..
then as for e last guy hoh...no comments' btr XP

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n YAY. ariel's personal album comin out in july~
*clap claps* hopin for tis day since 2 yrs back._.
hope tt her album's sale results'll b good then~

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lol. tis post so totalli fan post man. wahaha..

tt's all todae loh. tomoro gt skool, nid slp already):

bbyes ppl~~

2009-05-21T20:25:00.003+08:00

ohmygoose. i dunno y bt huang**'s freakin mi out.

weird luh. treatin mi quite well though i practically..

yelled my lungs out at her? ;x zzz. who knows luh.

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damn ASS stuffs ar blockin up my brains lately.

well, at least for mi to go think about craps nw..

2009-05-19T19:48:00.003+08:00

woooh. quite some of e results came back todae~

overall count as quite alright ba. except damn SS-.-

failed wif some damn 10/50 cn? hw great luh. freak.

then better news' tt i passed geog le! wif 56; C5! :D

goin to get back HCL, EL & A math tml): wah, faint~

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hols for sec skool starts 2 wks ltr. bt nt for sec 4s):

gotta befriend 2 wks of truncated lessons seh-.-"

downcountin round one more month to holidae :D

2009-05-15T23:01:00.002+08:00

super happi man, bid MYE sayonara todae morniin :D

was tellin MH tt i'm 解脱-ed till next wk; tues onwards..

cuz my results will then come n make frens wif mi lorh):

aiyah. dun tink of results & studies related thingys liao~

gonna hav a long wkend till mon. cuz mon no skool~ :D

YAY. should b goin movie n mayb beach wif wai n ppl(:

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YAY. heh. will b goin concert wif dal & peng next mth?

jealous right, i noe. HAHA. as i said. i shall post it here(x

haha. last time we went out tgth in 3s' so damn long ago.

see you guys really soon! mus take new NEOPRINT oh((:

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gettin bit confused tis wk. ppl around mi. famili blahblah.

ppl i didn't expect advices/comforts from, hav helped mi.

ppl i hav tried tokin to, didn't sense e help tt i need inside.

realised i really cn't stay at home. cn't focus a damn shit..

first time,tt i'm feelin tis helpless, useless, n so left alone.

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AH. feel bit btr nw. jus wanna vent out stuffs here, tt's all.

2009-05-11T00:15:00.002+08:00

super damn fcked up luh. wtf..feel lyk givin myself a tight slap.

lyk liona said, "who tell u nth btr to do, do such bo liao stuffs"

mayb yeah..shld start to go heedin advices of ppl around mi.

kindness & sincerity don't pay.. ppl'll jus take u as an asshole.

or rather a total actin hypocrite lying. well..i've learnt tt well nw.

2009-05-09T09:10:00.002+08:00

yay. feifei jus bought some bags & cloths online ;D

n dey're super chio((: hope tt my skirt comes fine ;x

oh hais. dere flew my money money money again-.-

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one more wk of MYE to go. HIP HIP HIP HURRAY!

and it oso marks a wk nearer to june. hehhehs ;p

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take care peepo-s(:

2009-05-07T15:10:00.001+08:00

stupid luh. saw stuffs that are lyk diao diao diao==

mood oso lyk shit): wow. another month nw..sian.

hais..should i ask? n risk consequences..or nt?-.-

2009-05-05T23:03:00.001+08:00

feifei's stressed.

feifei's depressed.

feifei's confused.

oh hw so pathetic):

2009-04-30T22:38:00.002+08:00

heh. forgotten to put up my masterpiece from choices :D

2009-04-30T22:04:00.004+08:00

sian-ness. dere goes another one wk le. time flies)):

next wk marks start e of MYE. ohmy..damn worried.

revision time-.- guilty sia..which subject shld i start?

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ohwel. anw home nt long from parkway. met tcher(:

it's scary to do a paper wif a cher lookin at hw u do..

end up marks of e practice paper i did? i jus pass):

paper's tough. i was hungry. brain too tired to react.

so final result's? 58/100-.- fck luh. so encouragin eh.

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sian. scream/ yell wadeva u call it at some cher todae.

damn pissed off. of no reason scold ppl onli. argh luh.

i oso nvr sms or call. tryin to use phone as mirror onli.

damn luh]: super proud about my controllin skills man.

didn't scold unpleasant stuffs at u. fck.inhale exhale~~

mind u luh, cher. wan scold mi's ur problem. dun care.

bt insultin anythin bout my parents = u'll get it from mi..

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bid last NadFa test big goodbye tis wk[: geeh, am i glad.

managed to seize a gold again :D yay. since pri skool~

shuttle run: 10 to 11 min ba; A i tink ;x sit up: pathetic B..

sit & reach: proud 48; A :D standin BroadJump: 170; A(:

IPU: lyk some pathetic 10 onli. nvm, i've gotten a C anw.

stupid luh. since pri skool inclined pull-ups sucks le man.

then 2.4 run. 15.10-.- i tink i cn do btr to lyk 14 min plus D:

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super lazy nw. tomoro's labour's dae, MAY le. happi :D

though one month simply jus flew lyk tt, it taught mi a lot.

happiness' actualli a veri veri simple thing, impt thing's..

to learn to go n appreciate all the things/ppl around u(:

things found out tis wk: I tink I've gt anger management D:

2009-04-26T13:04:00.003+08:00

omg..i'm damn pro luh. havin lack of slp lately):

so sad nia. MYE's poppin up super super soon.

left bout a wk onli le. n it's gonna lasts 9 days..

ohmy. i'm really startin to hav pre-exam jitters ;x

target for mye: get B4 for either humanities ==

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sian..next wk's gonna b really busy nia. sigh.

mondae: hav chem revision test & phy pract.

tuesdae: humanities lect & phy grp coachin..

weds: EL remedial n i forgot wad i hav aft tt...

thursdae: a/ e math remedial & meetin tutor....

fridae: labour's dae :D bt shld b studyin luh.....

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man..nw it's changed to next month. so sad..

it's so near yet it's so far. nvm, i'll await ba(:

2009-04-19T12:03:00.003+08:00

sigh..a sentence, "i cn't b bothered anyway"

n it's able to hurt mi tis badly from yst nite till nw.

tried to salvage e conversation n all stuffs lyk tt.

really dun wanna allow everythin to end tis way.

bt things n words didn't evolved tt well after all..

sorta dug out wad i'm feelin n said out to u, bt..

u dun seem to get e meanins from my words.

bt aft lookin at those smses & replies. i shut up.

mayb i shld go tink if i shld to close my blog.

do takecare, and goodbye.

2009-04-16T19:58:00.005+08:00

woot. fei's back le. haha..weekend's comin le ;D

yayy. tomoro gt sports dae @ e bedok stadium

happi nia. then skool'll b dismissin 1 hr earlier^^

cn go out eat lunch & try find our way dere. rofl.

sorta help celebrated yingquan's bdae in class(:

treat ahquan sakae @ parkway bout afternoon.

along wif wai, christine & fidelia. super full man.

wn't b eatin sushi anymore for sometime le ba ;x

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stuffs happened tis few days outta expectations.

dunno whether I should b feelin happi nt though.

hais..then sad tt ppl's goin outta country again ;x

bt nothin tt i cld do oso ba. dun wanna complain..
well, if u read tis, do take care of urself anywae.

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ohwel. then todae's really nth much to blog bout..

gt back physics paper, YAY. i'm improvin man ;D

yesyes! finali at least cn see some improvement~

next target to pull up hist & ss or geog): so tough..

shit lorh. nid at leasr 1 humanities subject for O's)):

anyone cn help, PLS?><>

donuts^^ for ahquan bdae in class(:

ahquan blowin out candles on donuts(x

wai's super funni face @ whitesands kopitiam[:

mi, zahzah, wai & hawa's donation tins :D

hohoho. emo-fei's back. bt nt so nice):
christine & fidee @ sakae. christine dun wan pose><

ah quan, mi & ah wai :D

ah quan, mi & ah wai again :DD

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tt's all loh. tatas^^

2009-04-12T18:51:00.002+08:00

my dear laogong; ah wai's blog finalli became public again.

lols. had some fun spendin time readin her past posts jus nw.

OMG. in her last post gt tok bout e车震joke i made outta myself.

丢脸..丢脸..n still丢脸-.- ohwel. i'm goin to read newspapers!):

especially e entertainment part to help widen my knowledge D:

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5 days passed already & countin~ 3 more days? :D hehes..

2009-04-11T18:56:00.002+08:00

did flag-dayin round pasir ris; whitesands area todae.

saw 2 shops where we stood. kinda saddenin bt ohwel.

was discussin wif wai whether e world's small or it's big.

rofl. we concluded tt it's big. at least we proven it to b ;x

ppl nowadays ar selfish okae. so bloody rude too cn.

wth la. wai & mi were 3/4 dead-.- zah & hawa oso ba.

my legs were half-killed & my back aches): i'm lyk old)):

was findin some lucky gd spot at bus interchange area.

settled down n start targettin ppl to donate wif wai. lol..

of 100% of ppl we ask. bout 40% donated. less than 1/2!

wtf right. then among 60% who didn't bother to donate..

40% rejected us, of which 15% impolitely. then left 20%.

dey jus ignored us/ siam lyk we'll eat ppl up-.-" mean ppl.

FLAG-DAY'S NT FUN, IT'S TIRING & DISHEARTENIN

IF IT'S NT CHARITY, I WN'T EVEN DO IT AGAIN):

2009-04-10T23:23:00.005+08:00

went studyin @ airport of wai as mentioned yst :D

okae..quite slackin compared to last time though.

lol. gt mixed up wif T2 & T3's mac. damn dots luh.

ohwel.. still managed to get out way to T3 anywae.

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then had maggi & sandwiches for lunch @ cheers.

e bloody microwave oven cn't work D: hw so suay):

so i had it eaten up without heatin it up. gosh, eww.

hope tt my tummy's fine ;x anw,went mac aft tt le loh.

waited for seats, bought drinks & food then start wk(:

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did some a math paper tt tutor gav mi><>

die...here comes my fear of O's all over again. .__.

ohwel..O's onli bout 6 mths awae. SIX. ohmygoose.

hais. *inhale exhale* then anw wai did geog revision.

HAs. see. nvr persevere seh. gav up on GIS part :D

aiyah. still btr than mi mah. i haven't started yet ;x zzz.
some pictures taken oso:

feifei look super spastic here.

then wai look horrified. HA(x

then feifei became normal while..

wai..ROFL..look lyk ah ma ;p

my very delicious 芒果冰 @ kopitiam @ airport^^

wai's super cool post-it pad :D it's cute loh.

it's readin "Be positive, think positive BUT..

dn't test positive xD" *by tt it refers to aids :D

todae look of feifei. typical bkworm look-.-

i tink i look weird, bt wai sae it's okae D:

then's mrt picture time(: so bad sia.

i gt so scary meh, wai forced a smile):

SRY. both's tired. so it's yawnin-time :D

wah, lyk tt la. cover my face seh(:

feifei smiled. then wai did faces again. lols.

e one & onli pic todae tt both looks normal~

2009-04-09T19:14:00.002+08:00

finalli man. a public holidae's here^^ so lookin forward.

desired slp's here, tv's here, com's here & slackin time :D

well, ended skool wif e math remedial todae. kinda sian..

did trigo problems blahblah. standard revision lessons lorh.

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n heartless wai made mi super丢脸in CL class yst): humph.

ask her dun tell mi, then ask mi ask qihang & 黄老师! 丢脸..

wad lorh. who knows tt its definition's so ultra retarded sia.

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tomoro's most likely goin airport to studi wif waiwai(: yay.

long time since i went dere man. lyk for last yr's EOY? -.-"

last time had planned to go dere studi wif someone oso. bt..

didn't go as we planned ba. still hopin tt i could help somehw..

bt..don't seem tt i'm still needed..wif someone else dere nw.

wel..tis yr's bkworm time for mi bah. n it SUCKs to e core.

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misunderstandins ar gettin lyk from bad to worst. clear up?

ain't sure bout tt. dun wan any things to go haywire again.

should i attempt to? or leave it as it is nw? i dunno already.

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thks. i'm really super touched cn. 一路顺风oh(:

2009-04-07T08:25:00.004+08:00

my pic of a super chio flower i took in skool area^^

okae. wif e help of my instructor too.luh ;p

a field fence pic; dunno y bt liked it e most(:

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bloggin in skool com lab 2 or 4 i'm nt sure. ohwel..
supposed to lyk do uploadin of pictures though.

bt then yeah, i forgotten to bring my thumbdrive):

so blog-hopped, play com, use internet loh. haha..

yupp, gt zahzah's help to translate some stuffs for mi.

it's super hilarious luh, gt a gd laugh wif ah wai :D

tot wad's it loh man, felt lyk sayin 'chey, lyk tt onli'

bt impossible to try guessin wad u she said de man.

she said, 'it've gt no meanin' rofl! act smart onli seh :D

2009-04-06T18:55:00.002+08:00

went to sheng siong supermarket wif mum on sundae

then saw tis lyk again. everytime go everytime see

due to some sudden weird urge, go bought 2 cartons-.-"

aft went hm stare at them. cry. self-mumbled wadeva nt.

ohwel. sis oso tot i was insane or smth. well, cn't help it..

then nearly made myself vomit by finishin both in 1/2hr.
flashbacks came back. old pain hurt then tears flowed.

i shld really start gettin back on track already...

你这样否定了我的人格

相同于否定了我的一切

2009-04-03T16:02:00.004+08:00

真是超级受不了, 恶心. 搞到我现在超想吐.

就算用消炎水洗眼睛都不够洗掉我看到的屁话

自己也没好到哪里去, 还有脸去说别人. 好笑.

拜托, 有脸说到那么理直气壮. 自己也不过如此.

自己好像也没有很清白嘛. 说别人之前, 拜托先反省

少用你们那污秽不堪的脑袋瓜和嘴巴, 去污蔑他人

至少他在低潮时帮助过我. 不准你们用言语侮辱他

再说反正只要真的清清白白, 也不怕你们在那里放屁

统统都已经几岁了, 还想搞幼稚. 真是超级没品.

好心啦. 无论男生女生都一样, 无聊. 没事情好做?

如果真是这样的话, 好心你们把目标转移到别人

我又不是很空闲, 懒得去理你们. 因此, 请少来烦我.

我可和你们不同. 有更多值得我去做的事.

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really sorry to dirti ppl's eyes whom i'm nt directin my post to.

was over pissed, then decided to scold some freaks out here.

nw i noe y she would reply to e posts u blog. dey're unbearable.

2009-04-02T19:50:00.002+08:00

gt shocked tt i'm actualli waitin for a reply from u

really feel lyk askin y an sms didn't come back

bt didn't wanna become all irritatin n childish

hais, let fate decide hw things shld b evolvin ba

learnt..thing's meant to b urs'll b urs, those nt'll nt.

regardless of wad one's attemptin to do, or done.

hope to tell u i care bt dunno hw to sae in person

writin here bt most likely u dun read my blog ba.

2009-04-01T20:55:00.002+08:00

woohoo!! mighty fei's foot finalli on e way recoverin~

then she'll b able to stop puttin layer's of cotton wool-.-

hmm.. shall briefly blog bout things on yst n todae? lols.

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yesterdae:

skool's as per usual loh. hais. i dun lyk mole concept):

it's super maths-like & i tink it's tough. although ppl're..

sae tt it's bloody easier than QA. ohwel.. had geog lect~

ended off lyk sometime in e afternoon then chiong hm.

hehhehs. broke my record of time taken to reach hm(x

yupp. then was bathin, dryin hair, tie hair, choose clothes.

then starin at mirror, change clothes again then da-dah!^^

haha. then waited till it's time then left for yuying loh.

so lonely sia. when waitin, then e pri skool stared at mi><

i gt so scary meh): then played hp games for 45 min. lols..

was seriousli freakin shock when u said gt accident sia.

mus carefulli drive worh. lols.. fei, lao ah ma's back :D

yupp. the drove around for a while, nite-times' so cool(:

then some other stuffs i dun wanna post up here ;p hehes..

although i waited i didn't feel pissed at all..

perhaps i'm really lookin forward to see u?

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todae:

e same stuffs bout skool again. lols! wed's slackin dae.

ohwel. cn manage to finish stupid EL lvl test todae :D
damn sia. forgot gt test till in skool then suddenly rmb.
zzz. guess i'm lyk growin old le man. gettin lousy memory.

then aft test waited for mrs. poh. bt then she've gt interview):

luckily a kind HOD told mi tt. or else i'll wait till dunno when.

haha. played pyramid bloxx lyk always. wastin time man ;p
ah wai, u shall await man. i'll beat ur highscore :D hahas..

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really super summarized man. rofl :D tt's all le(:

2009-03-28T23:43:00.005+08:00

was back to skool todae morniin at lyk 8 plus?

surprisingly i cn managed to wake up wor. rofl..

snoozed e alarm for 3 times then wake sia ;p

then celebrated winnie's birthdae in skool((:

wif choco cake, lighter, rootbeer & coka cola~

yumms. i'm consumin loads of cakes lately D:

fattenin man. dere goes slimmin plan again..

haha. anw met mrs.poh for geog paper aft tt..

pathetic nia. i failed again-.- demoralising~~

ohwel. next test comin on coasts MUS pass):

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then cuz nothin to do, mi & wai went east coast~

did some double cyclist bike thingy. quite fun(:

haha. although my balancing skills sucks. hehs..

then cycled till right back area of beach. so nice~

dere scenery loads nicer, pretti water & pretti sea :D

lols. went sittin on some land extension thingy oso.

to lyk wash e sand off my foot, shoes & socks ;p

hehs.. i'm inconsiderate(x then curiosity strikes.

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lyk e idiom, curiosity kills e cat. it's so true man.

stupid feifei, decided to waddle & play in e water.

and so, she climbed down e land extension .__.

then wif my shin halfwae into e water, i fell right in.

hw great right. gt wet up to my chest. thank you.

damn luh, e extension suddenly cut off midway.

bt then i didn't see== so in e end? slipped down.

e heartless waiwai was takin pictures instead..

of savin mi who's tryin to climb up soakin wet D:

gt tis deep(quite ba) cut on my sole. pain man.
wad a brilliant souvenir from my sea expedition.

stupid thing's tt i didn't realise till i saw blood -.-"

ohwel. then cycled back to shop to return bike ltr.

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then went eatin lunch at parkway hawker centre(:

finished 6 zhui kuehs :D nicee~ love their chilli~

lols. then went parkway wif mum, wai went hm.

then's shoppin loh. bt onli 战利品's one op shirt^^

damn sad luh. i'm suntanned red & half-turnin black.

cn't wear dark colour clothes liao. look super dull):

yeah. then aft tt's buyin resource bks at popular~

then fetch sis back home~ ya lorh. tis's my dae(:

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虽然心情还依然沉重,

但已没再执着的必要,

就算又企图改变命运,

那也已经失去了意义.

与其为了这些事伤心,

选择放手来得更轻松.

因为累了而不想继续,

因为痛了才能够痊愈.

当新缘分再次降临,

我会学会好好珍惜.

2009-03-21T21:45:00.002+08:00

well, past few days pretti interestin & superb fun for mi(:

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Thursdae:

met ah wai at parkway busstop. wahaha. i was earli :D

fine loh, mayb by onli a min. then had lunch at long john~

ordered some promo seafood splatter buddi set or smth.

fries, triple-choco ice-cream & fish was YUMMs. as for..

e weird tastin fish-cake, sotong/octopus thingys. eww..

both of us left them lyk at least half untouched. ohwel..

then went mac buy medium coke to share blah blah blah.

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skipp skipped to e time at east coast de skatin shop(:

was decidin if to cycle or skate. then decided on skates.

i swear to master e 'art' of skatin. well, i sorta did ba.

stood on skates, then was lyk wtf? i lost feelin of my legs.

unstable was e onli thing tt i noe lorh. stomped through grass.

then succeeded to stand onto skatin path. aha, hurray.

rejected ah wai's volunteer to pull mi. u noe. phobia?

bt still, i fell my ass off. it hurts luh, shld hav wore jeans):

injured my elbow so it bled so i complain lyk noone business.

mean ah wai said tt dey dun provide elbow guards cuz..

nt lyk anyone wld fall on their elbows. however, suay thing is.

i'm e exceptional, pathetic one. curse luh. so paiseh.

ah wai laugh, passers-by oso. see so bad right)):

at least i learnt to forget e 'art' of stompin & start skatin. rofl..

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memories came back outta my control range. jus hated it.

stared at e skates, then decided to break outta thoughts.

since i'm out of house, might as well enjoy myself then..

dun wanna spoil any fun oso. everythin went quite well.

till ltr part, when facin e sea, everythin all start comin back.

at least one gd thing's tt i didn't start screamin to e sea.

then had an idea of throwin stones. nt a bad way though.

vent anger out & learnt stone-skippin. sry stones :x

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Fridae:

went out wif dal for a purpose to get some stuffs, blah blah.

bt guess, nw it shld b kept as secret still so yupp.

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then Todae:

huge part of time was muggin for chem, eatin & parkway.

well, jus usual no-life's life. lols. lazy to write oso liao.

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tt's all then, nitenites, ppl(:

2009-03-16T19:16:00.004+08:00

went to skool n became a pathetic bkworm. okae, mayb nt.

reach skool at 8 plus for oral, so surprising tt i cn wake up rite.

then bout e comments from readin? i've gt chinese essence):

skipped skipped skipped through e process of oral practice~~

then went for a math supplementary thingy. n cleared doubts^^

finished doin my qns so, onli stayed till 10 plus 11 then left liao.

then went find cher, rearrange meetin time, go toilet blah blah.

then went video world to makan wif ah wai, yingquan & fidelia(:

was havin a huge temptation for maggi mee. rofl! so ate a lot.

wad's a lot? 2 bowls maggi mee. 3 cheese tofu. n 1 bb tea :D

yumm. eatin's really a gd way to destress(: learnt to use it well.

lol. then eatin realised a big nightmare. it's rainin freaky heavy.

then lucky ah wai cn get home from busstop): so gd luh cn.

bt unlucky yingquan, fidelia & me ran back skool in e rain><

so pathetic. haven even reach skool became drenched liao.

then aft tt's goin through of doubts bout questions again loh.

nothin much to rite oso liao. so tatas ppl. till next time :D

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lyk finalli tt I mustered enough courage to delete it away.

delete e memories. delete e bitter torture & pain all awae.

toked n shared wif someone earlier on. n it's really helpful?

was surprised by myself. I onli intended to ask for advices.

bt sorta overshot e extend of stuffs tt i shared, too much liao.

oso shocked by her openmindedness(is dere such word?) :x

ohwel.. hope wad i did & e decision I made was right bah.

hearin other's personal experience & stuff's inspirin bah..

felt so敬佩man. mayb i shld oso sort out wad i really want.

then wld neither waste time nor make myself feel all sucky.

everythin else lyk tis in future shall wait till i'm mature enough...

如果这一切注定要就此结束, 要学会不去勉强改变什么

2009-03-06T21:35:00.003+08:00

feifei's in sucky, moody n fcked-up condition..

n guess nid find a counsellor to tok to soon D:

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once again, frens proved more impt than _ _ s..

love my dear frens, u all rock man, thanks(:

2009-03-02T19:44:00.002+08:00

well, onedae closer to march holidaes & O's D;

a downcountin alert always on my mind. ohwel..

managed to do physics paper btr than last time..

at least cn understand wad e Qn's askin.. hais.

darn. anyone wan volunteer teach mi physics? :x

tomoro's hist SBQ test.. urgh. on korea war..

wtf. last time sae's germany de. studied okae :(

hais..still gt geog hw so dun tink gonna studi bah.

sigh. mood n heart's in pretti bad condition..

broken might nt even b a word right enough..

bleedin in a blood puddle might b btr..hais.

didn't regret, nono. i didnt. although it left a mark..

much much deeper, thks for e memories u gav.

anyone nw, pls teach mi hw to love someone?

no longer am i believin in shit crap lyk promises..

hais. knew might b badd, bt didn't stop jie..

from changin p/w awae. i'm so tired alreadi..

aix. enough of whinin alreadi bah, endin here..

anw, thks dude again. talkin to ya helps, really(:

2009-02-21T20:59:00.003+08:00

cool man. went for爱就宅一起's 首映会todae~

at KBox K Union at cineleisure ;DD so fun^^

big big thks to WEI TENG for askin mi along~

saw 大东, 杨丞琳 n oso e other guy in e show..

bt dunno hw write name. lol.. dey look damn gd(:

Jiro veri shuai then rainie's real cute on stage..

sadd sia. dey onli stay for bout 3 hrs? then bb..

cuz dey goin back taiwan in aftnoon todae. ):

bt still managed to take mani mani pics luh. ;D

yayy sia. ohoh! saw 5校园superstar ppl too!

plus e whole grp of校花校草追赶跑participants.

lol. then oso saw e 李腾; e 主持人guy as well..rofl..

guess he filmin for some娱乐news' show or smth..

大东sang e song of e show as well. nicee lah.

supposingly's fahrenheit's song bt he sang solo(:

aiyah, jus unbelievable experience wor. first time~

yayy, grp photo~

dey look so cute lyk tt rite~~

2009-02-21T00:00:00.004+08:00

freak. mood's been really bad since 2 days ago till nw?

mind's in a whirl till toked to some ppl. really thkful, dude.

decided nt to tink nw, mayb i'm always tinkin too much.

dun care if anyone scolds mi or wadeva else already..

beginnin to hav no mood to, no heart to, n no time to..

guess gonna tune mah mind to studies & O's instead.

i've gotten sort of tired out by frequent doubts n others..

mayb u said tt i've changed to becomin some stranger..

bt i've decided tt i dun wish to n..wn't change anymore..

n becomin someone tt i'm beginnin nt to understand.

mayb we're jus nt fated..e her is nt me..

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went listenin to ruien's songs again..lyk last time.

爱情副作用:

黑夜就快吞噬我

用我不要的寂寞

我讨厌脆弱的我

和黑暗的角落

你设定角色给我

我想我有些迷惑

成全了你的想像

我却变得沉默距离

能让彼此冷静

反省不快乐的原因

爱不该依赖迁就而存在

是爱情的副作用

在热恋期后失控

你若要我为你改变

那你爱的不是我

是爱情的副作用

暗示我们已走到尽头

诚实面对自己

谁也没有错

爱情起了副作用

诚实面对自己

我认为没有错

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累了烦了:

季节变了

你也变了

我睡不着

有点闷

我想或许

我已经后悔

解开防线

太沉醉

你的掩饰功夫

做得不太好

让我发觉了你

比我想像中更糟糕

你要的关系

缺乏了空气

严禁自由的呼吸

让我只想着逃离

我已经痛了伤了

还是算了

结束你给的刑期

既然你只懂怀疑

争吵有什么意义

我已经累了烦了

放弃你我的回忆

我不属于你

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went bugis wif wai todae. then smth happened..

made mood worst. an old auntie's damn son..

was doin log wif wai (i noe veri abnormally guai)..

an auntie came n ask if cn sit opp us..we said okae.

then she told us tt she wan overnight at mac tonite..

when we ask y, she sae her bastard son scold her..

n worst still kicked her out, tell her get out or smth..

cuz he ask for her IC for no reason, suspicious ma.

then she didn't giv..lyk who knows y he wan tt for?

so heartless sia, tt fcker son. better go bang wall.

more sadd thing's tt when ask whether she ate..

then she sae ya, ate, ask her wad she ate..bread.

n e money tt she bought bread wif, she sold tissue..

ask her if her son gav her money? she paused..

then sae he nt enough feed famili..wad crap sia.

4 kidds n one wife. no ability dun giv birth so many?

FREAK luh, where cn lyk tt treat ur own mother?!

sucker. she's e one who brought u up, u asshole.

then both mi & wai concluded tt we will NVR treat..

our dear mothers..e way lyk tis fcker did.

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many other things happen, bt too tired-out to write..

nites for todae ba.

2009-02-14T23:36:00.006+08:00

woo~ aft 2 wks, i'm back, no time ma ;D

todae's post'll b mass-uploadin of pics~~

in order from long long ago to recent~

last yr's charity activity wif peng; in mrt ;D

mi & peng's reflection in some wall~

9 straw hearts<33

i noe mi & waiwai are lookin spastic. rofl!

suppose to b tt way, bt nadra smile instead!

was playin wif chicken rice xD

i've gt table manners okae~ lol.

woa, ah wai act cute! hehe.. dun box mi~

mi & nana~ ;DD

hilarious idea to pose tt way. bt it's fun ma(x

tweez~ then smilee~ :D

hw so great, two heartless ppl.

both wan cover face nvr tell mi~

i sadd. nadra happi. waiwai super happi-.-

heh heh. zi lian time~ ;DD

OMGOOSE rite, a rooster in e middle of e road xD

scenery at east coast so nice~

mi & elysia(:

mi & waiwai XP

wif waiwai again~

mi & waiwai 3rd pic again~

nw 4th~ i look horrible man, bt ohwel.

mi & winnie(:

winnie & waiwai(:

haha. the end of post todae~ short n sweet ;D

wel, mayb nt tt short, little words ma. nites loh(:

lastly, belated by 3 min. HAPPI VALENTINES to all<3

2009-01-31T22:43:00.002+08:00

woohoo~ todae really rocks. well, it did majority.

EXCEPT for my super irregular period. freak luh.

first thing when wake up's lyk "oh shit, WTF sia" ==

actualli's plan to go to escape play de bt unlucky..

too mani rides' on maintenience. so decided nt to..

well, then almost everythin aft tt's e climax of dae BT..

nt intendin to sae anythin. some privacy ma. rofl ;D

yupp, *then skipped through borin dinner blah blah*

da-dah! nw le lorh. still covered in hw mountain..

ohmy.. mi so nice rite? left hw to do at hw loh^^

so won't pangseh u~ cuz u look really slpy. lol.

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next wk gt three tests comin up i tink.. urgh. sian..

mondae: physics, tuesdae: histroy, thursdae: a math

gdness. most glad thing's i haven started revision-.-

then fri's road run. i'm still tinkin if i shld slack tt dae..

woo~ valetine's comin~ my choco's in plannin stage..

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i dun lyk lime..bt i tink i noe y alreadi. weird things' tt..

i seem to dislike her more than someone lyk bball.

hw confusin. it's duh, to hate bball cuz of all her shit.

i dunno lime.. lyk nvr even seen each other before.

bt till nw, i dun feel any positive likin at all towards her.

jealous? mayb ba.. bt is it tt nt obvious..tt i dun lyk her?

2009-01-28T16:34:00.003+08:00

jus came home from skool. n well, e dae sucks lyk hellT.T

lyk from e first period onwards, was tryin hard to NOT slp.

horrible. terrible. effects of slpin too much durin CNY hols..

then started dae wif math lect, ended wif english test. gosh..

hw so lucky. bad news strike mi earli morniin, guess wad..

tomoro gt some damn e math test, on congruency or smth.

worst thing's everyone noe except mi><>

ohmy. then i haven finish my physics & geog oso?! die~

zzz. bad mood. so many things plannin ahead le.. urgh.

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then Jie didn't givin up on her search for someone's blog.

aft a few hopeful tries & thinkin.. n some confirmin wif mi..

she was sure tt she found her blog._. ohwel. no comments.

then again. target for o lvl: beat some ppl's aggregate. lol.

congratulations to Jie.. she's so happi, dunno y oso. lol.

lyk she won prize lyk tt sia. haha. dun smack mi wor. ;d

who ask someone luh, mean. wanna b mysterious luh. lol.

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dear CNY holidae jus practically flew past. so freakin fast.

lyk gt mani things depressin.. then most's overseas thingy!

jus hate idea of studies overboard luh. DUN LYK IT. sob.

hais. still prayin hard tt wad pervert said wn't come true><

hais. n EKK luh. i love stitch bt someone does oso nw!

WTF cn. it's COPYRIGHTED okae! destroys its cute image.

EEYER. faint. puke. vomit. bang wall. slap myself.

2009-01-26T21:48:00.005+08:00

so sian sia. e 5 days de CNY holidae's goin over soon><

one dae & one night to go, am i freakin sad. yes i am. ohwel.

went bai nian at grandma's hse, then gt red packets blah ;D

then summary's eatin, prayin, and practically slackin my time.

lol. i guess for tomoro's schedule, it's smth lyk e same ba.

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though holi's goin over soon, at least dere's sundae tt rocks^^

was so damn nervous luh, for wad, i oso dunno hw explain..

diu lian ah~ for freakin out & no guts & tremblin lyk an ah ma. -.-"

talked wif mumi oso. yayy, luckily it turned out fine. whoosh~

n so so sry, for half-pangsehin><

promise will compensate wif forfeits kae(x
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jus realised tt dere's really hallucination freaks on earth==

so super scary, shld go psychotist(spellin seems wrong)..

or dere's better option.. get warded in a hospital or smth.

then cn prevent any other newly spotted victim to b hurt nia..

bad woman. mean woman. bloody woman. insane woman.

digusted. for own hallucination, spoil other's life & reputation.

2009-01-20T18:53:00.003+08:00

finalli, oh FINALLI, onedae free & no test next dae-.-

todae's e most dreaded test of e wk - Geography. ekk..

brought home wif mi 2 gd news on tests results too~

which's passin GEOG & gettin A1 for chem~ wakaka.

although geog was on e dot pass, i'm satisfied liao man.

CONGRATS to waiwai & feifei for passin GEOG~~

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came across many fckin b**** tis wk alreadi sia. *puke*

lyk spoil my mood onli, tis wk onli 2 days passed lorh.

then heard bout all these ppl. zzz. ohmygoose nia.

oh wad's e freakin prob wif e world man. sickenin..

was cursin & swearin in class, at hm everywhere==

no, i'm so NT a ah lian. bt jus cn't control my anger.

so many disgustin hypocrites tt tok crap & do another.

tink, fume all rise): bt for charity sake, shall nt post out..

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then pre-decidin on wad i'm doin tomoro~ veri busy ba.

will b havin EL(ahem!) remedial till 3.30? bout dere.

then goin waiwai hse doin bakin! haha. tarts & cookies~

u all await mi~ i'll make sure tt u all'll turn out fine! lols.

okae. nw i'm beginnin to sound lyk mentally disabled T.T

ohwel, i'm jus freakin happi over everythin luh~

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2 1/2 more days to 'holidae' & 4 1/2 days to secret^^

lol. for sundae's secret<3>

for more then half an hour? then decide wor. haha.

sure surprisin ba, cuz tt's nt wad i'll normalli b wearin[x

yupp, then sun's goin exert feifei's special skill - FLYIN

rofl. gonna stay awake till as late as i cn cuz's 除夕夜oso.

mus守岁for parents so dey'll live long long till ripe age(:

lol. okae loh. nid go out buy bakin stuffs le. bbyes ppl~

await feifei's return. wahaha~ xD

2009-01-14T18:18:00.002+08:00

life's nt fun seriousli. argh~ or rather sec 4 life sucks-.-

skool's totalli becomin my 2nd home nw. hw great..

everydae average leave skool at 4 plus goin 5? hurray.

tot fridae was gonna b free from hell bt. fortunately..

chinese department decided to kill us & hav remedial..

fck luh. everydae studi studi, test test, revision revision.

wad else's dere huh? ohya. killin brain cells on lame stuffs.

lyk tryin to tink ideas for e DAMN NOTICE BOARD. freak.

schedule for every upcomin wk shall pathetically b:

mondae: chem or physics alternate wks; supplementary.

tuesdae: ss, history or geog alternate wks; supplemantary.

wednesdae: english lessons or tests alternate wks; remedial

thursdae: e math or a math alternate wks; supplementary.

fridae: chinese in audi; supplementary. oh so very great.

of 5 days i gt 4 days supplementary & 1 for remedial..

supplementary cn't complain cuz everyone's in for them.

bt damn remedial, blame myself for nt bein born wif gd EL==

nt happi nt glad nt satisfied nt joyful nt feifei's mood.

haven done tution hw. haven done skool hw. ahhhhh~

2009-01-10T11:25:00.004+08:00

feifei's here le~ woo man, first wk of skool's over finalli~

and conclusion's tt, i DUN lyk sec four life. so packed lorh..

wonderin if i'll kanna depression even before O's. ohwel.

postin bout my pathetic schedule of supplementary aft skool..

sleepy mondae: had chem lect, then chem quiz aft tt..

sians sia. marks okae onli.. was aimin higher.. bt anw.

boring tuesdae: had a damn geog test on plate tectonics..

okae, freakin tough loh (to mi luh).. skipped e diagram oso..

prayin hard tt my marks okae nia. *pray damn freakin hard*

half-dead wednesdae: had english remedial wif p*** .

yupp, wasn't glad bout tt bt who tell mi to hav lousy language..

emo thursdae: had a maths supplementary.. n guess wad.

i'm in e last class for lessons. so nt proud of it.. humph.

new target for a math: get out of e 6th class!

busy fridae: nope, no remedial todae, cuz nt our turn. lol.

yeah, still changed back to go openhse on fridae instead.

so end up, went waiwai's hse. no no. dun tink otherwise.

went her hse change n aft tt left for tp openhse..

n well, one word for e skool's cool. n omgoose-ly big. 0.o

yupp, then veri coincidental man, saw allan wif his frens..

cheerin, dancin or smth outside e main staircase area?

super enthu wor, then mi & waiwai was lyk omg omg.

then enjoy performance for nearly one hr before leavin..

their CCAs so cool de~ especially skatin & e drums thingy..

lols. then aft some shoppin around, we left le loh.

well, hahas. tt's summary for e wk ba(:

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was sure tt i did smth right, bt end up am i wrong again?

sorta follow jon gor's advice to ask bout tt qn, to confirm.

discussed bout e possible replies. in e end, e reply was..

smth lyk wad was bettin to b.. nt veri positive one..

n nt wad i was so certainly tellin him it would turn out..

i was so confident, bt nw all my confidence disappeared..

jus a testin qn to ensure, n it came to b tis outcome..

even if it's nt wad i mean, it's nt tt i dun lyk or e fact tt..

i missed or smth, all the replies was a let-down..

2009-01-04T16:14:00.002+08:00

ahh. sian ah. happi thing's tt chinese new yr's comin.
then it oso means tt money & foos's comin too~
bt sad thing's tt it means skool started n O's nearin ><>

shall tok bout more interestin stuffs ba:
went bugis wif waiwai on fri to buy new clothes & stuff..
cuz yeah, we both knew no more chance next time le):
then bought a niceeee bag for $18~ & black vest for $13 too~
e auntie's so nice, giv mi discount for my vest. haha. xD
considerin is shld buy neck-tie & cardigan(correct spellin? :/).
bt gav up e thoughts. cuz y leh? dun wan go bankrupt. lols..
one thing on my list left tt i wanna shop for man.
nice de shoes ah nice de shoe-sy~ where're u? rofl. ^^
lol. then aft *skipped*'s home sweet home time. lol.
haha. then from yst till nw, jus tryin to touch up homework..
so nth much oso. haha. bbye lo. shall post again next time~
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i wonder where i muster tt courage from, to tell u tt..
bt i'm glad tt i said those out, n i didn't regret it(:

2008-12-27T21:09:00.005+08:00

hmm, on com then tot of bloggin so yupp, i'm here bah.

todae's quite busy i guess. gotta wake up damn earli. -.-

cuz desktop went K.O then mom's fren came to repair..

he's damn kind man, carried our CPU back to repair for us.

lol. he fixed my lappy too. yayy~ 3 cheers for new lappy~

aft lyk 3 plus 4, left for dobdy ghaut (hw e hell u spell tt?) mrt..

cuz watchin movie; Bedtime Stories wif mom & her collegues.

haha. mom was so nice to suggest treatin mi to movie.

thanks mom, for tryin to liften my lousy mood. love ya<3

hmm, then bout e movie i watched. it's freakin funny.

bt then again, onli e parts tt ar funny ar still okae..

those tt nt so funny lyk a bit.. borin (no offence nia)..

so yupp, other than e sorta unrealistic plot, still okae bah(:

aft movie went for dinner then yupp, ta-dah! home sweet home~

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noe wad's feifei doin these few days? wakaka.

yeah, she's chasin aft ariel's new drama again.

damn nice loh, ariel acted as a ku ming de gal.

then here's some pictures on e show & arjoe<3

love or bread show's screenshot~

arjoe~~ i tink dey damn pei loh. lala~

wahaha. arjoe again~ on joe's birthdae last yr^^

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i'm waitin for you, your reply..

bt ar you worth all e waitin?

i nid a ans to assure myself?

i nid a reply tt you're still dere?

so mani things hav led mi to tink tt..

u've changed & chose to b as well..

y tink tt is others, when it's you.....

2008-12-25T17:38:00.003+08:00

sigh. i noe i lyk damn freakin insane.

i can't even believe it myself.

tt i'm still waitin for tt reply.

bt aft seein stuffs somewhere..

i told myself it's time to wake up.

from this fckin dreamland..

it seem to b an naive thinkin of mine.

sittin down n seriousli thought last nite.

mayb it's jus a chance tt i'm givin.

i actualli sent tt sms without knowin..

without knowin wad i was tryin to do.

perhaps i'm wrong bout you..

despite ppl tellin mi dun try bein an idiot.

i've tried. bt nw tt it's you.

who ended this..

hopefully i cn b proven wrong.
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ohwel. tryin to vent out some stuffs.

shall go off le. merry christmas to all.

may all your dreams come true.

and god bless...

2008-12-18T19:58:00.002+08:00

wakaka. tis time even longer if continue on blog's dead. xP

so yupp, here i am after my computer's okae to use again.

hmm.. gonna b postin on some stuffs bout todae ba.

TODAE: went & did 'charity'~ q(^.^)p

woke up at round 9 plus i tink aft tt's preparin loh.

surprisingly i manage to get outta hse by 10.20. lols.

zzz. i was damn proud of myself cuz i won't b late.

bt who noes, e bloody mrt ran off when i went up. wth.

end up make mi late. so so sorry to yenpeng. ><

hmm.. aft reachin CS, we met our other partner too.

some quite friendly gal from VJC(i tink).. lols.

then we arranged e items tt we're supposed to sell out..

n when we heard e price..... *ahem ahem* a bit scary bah.

ohwel. then e kind VJC gal bought some bracelet for $21.

woah-wow~ bt it's for charity, so *claps claps* to her.

then lunch todae was mixture. rofl. sushi plus tako pachi[x

n i've decided tt i lyk e seaweed sushi tt peng recommend..

wahaha. havin party sittin on e floor in e middle of CS. ^^

i feel damn slack todae nia, compared to last time. haha.

chattin took up more than half of e time dere.. xD

at e end of e dae, sales was hilarious; $21 from e VJC gal.

rofl. then $20 donations from 2 kind souls & $4 from us. lol.

bt still had fun todae(: woohoo~

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kinda sad nia, n tt holidaes left round 2 wks onli?

sob. dun wan go skool. dunno y scared of sec 4 sia. ._.

ohwel, i'll stop here ba, sayonara~~ xD

2008-12-07T22:20:00.009+08:00

wooo~ wah, bout one wk plus never come blog le man. xD

lol. wad happened in e previous wk briefly is.. lyk usual bah~

wakaka. holidae life~ slp, eat, do hw, work, slack? hehe.

then went to help e RC to distribute some stuffs todae..

it's fun although it's tirin runnin upstairs & down again ._.

lol. then aft tt e kind RC called in buffet for us~ yayy ^^

next wk onli workin 2 days. == okae, i shan't complain..

curse some damn ppl along wif waiwai. *cursin & swearin*

anyway~ yayy tt goin cyclin wif dal & peng on thurs(:

hmm.. then here's some random pics again ba~

auntie's hand in picture~ xD
super cute mousey is back~ haha(x

yay~ RuiEn de new album~ dunno y e pic become lyk tt..

bt anw, it's nice lorh. her singin improved le<3>

then nw? mi~ haha. i noe, so zi lian. ==

mi & peng; tt time durin CIP(:

reflection again~

2008-11-30T14:12:00.004+08:00

lol. todae's been rainin since morniin man..

here goes my beautiful sundae~ haha.

hmm. wad happen so far was lyk..

meddlin wif new phone de abilities..

tryin to instal e PC suite onto e com..

and addin more songs. haha.

lyk so freakin slack seh. xP

wahaha~ feifei finalli change her phone le~
& I loves my chio phone a lot nw<33

bt I'm still so greatful to my old phone~

for accompanyin mi for 3/4 of e yr? haha.

nothin much else to blog bout le, bbyes . xD

2008-11-29T22:12:00.004+08:00

tagged by: miss DAL(:

rule1. People who have been tagged must write their

answers on their blog and replace any questions that

they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

rule2. Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged

cannot refuse. Those people must state who they were

tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were

tagged by continue this game by sending to other people.

1. What is your CCA?

Dance xP (心虚sia)

2. Would you fall in love with a guy older than you?

yupp, y won't? lol. bt within exceptable range ba, max 4 yrs diff(:

3. Do you enjoy going to school ?

hmm, quite i tink. skool cn b fun^^

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

donate to e charity laa~

take up lessons for certain stuffs(secret)~

b 孝顺 to my parents[x~

blah blah blah blah blah~

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

lol. guy perhaps ba, i'm nt les okae. ha!

6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved?

hmm.. i tink both ba(:

7. What do you hate most?

ppl who dun understand u, sae till lyk understand u so well. *argh*

8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?

cry lyk shit, till i've thought it through..

then wish tt he'll b happi, n move on. lol.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

lol. duh, i'm easy - happi nia. wahaha. xD

10. What makes you angry?

hmm.. a lot worh~ dun tink tt my temper's tt gd. x/

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?

wah, 25 yrs old bt then le..

livin everydae happily & workin hard^^

12. Who is currently mostimportant people to you?

duh, family and friends luh<3

13. What is the most important thing in your life?

my famili & frens again~ wahaha. okae, plus studies too(x

14. Would rather be single & rich or married but poor?

urm.. circumstances applies oso ba, so dunno for nw..

15. What are your favourite colors?

hmm.. black~ orange~ white~ purple~ ^^

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

depends whether tt 'he', is worth mi, givin it all..

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?

the person i tink i really love? -.-

18. Would you forgive & forget no matter

how horrible a thing that someone has done?

no, i can't. firstly, i dun tink i'm nt nice again.

secondly, once u're hurt deeply, hw on earth..

is it possible to forgive & forget tt thing..

when it've alreadi engraved a scar?

19. What do you want to tell the person you love?

hmm, private luh, okae. lol. xD

20. Would you forget all your friends after

you'll seperate into different school?

no man, obviously nt luh.

lalala~ done((: then managed to persuade dal too^^

to overlookin e part tt i need to tag another 5 more ppl..

cuz feifei's lazy. wakaka. xD

so okae le loh, byebyes(:

2008-11-26T22:42:00.005+08:00

Rule: Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.

Those people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person

whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending to other people.

1. What is your CCA?

- dance ._. I'm so lyk pon-er instead. xS

2. Would you fall in love with a guy older than you?

- err, yeah. y won't? lol.

3. Do you rather be with a guy much older or much younger than you?

- older bah, depends wad e age diff range bah, max older 4 yrs cn accept. >.<

4. Do you believe in love at first sight?

- yeah, quite, I tink.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

- depends again? LOL.

Sometimes as frens, u陪伴each other走更长的路..

6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved?

- both!

7. Will you risk your life for your best friend?

- haha, no idea leh. action speaks louder than words rite? *blinks* lol.

bt dun wan anything unfortunate to happen to my best frens. :(

8. If the person you like is attached, what would you do?

- 祝他信服luh, then?! B third party meh, nono, nt wad feifei'll do.
Hmm.. more seriously, force myself get over & move on bah..

9. Is there anything/anyone that has made you extremely happy?

- yeah.

10. Would you rather have many friends with a loose

friendship or one/two with a very close friendship?

- second one.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?

- no idea of wad’s gonna happen in future leh. xD
WOW, 25 yrs old by then, livin my life & career happily?

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?

- famili & frens<3

13. family or career?

- family luh, ah-ber-then.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

- wah, hard qn to ans.. circumstances will matter

too so nt sure bout anything nw..

15. Would you rather be lesbian/gay or incest?

- 0.0 wad the heck qn sia.. *ahem* lesbian *ahem ahem*

16. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?

- ha. Pick e one tt I tink I really love? ==

17. Would you forgive & forget no matter

hw horrible a thing that someone has done?

- nt really. I dun tin I'm TT nice. -.-.

18. What do you want to tell the person you love?

- hmm.. confirm truckloads luh, so..... NT writin here. Lala~

19.What is the one thing you regretted most in your life?

- being too "thin-skinned".

Certain times even if I wanna sae or do smth, due to FACE prob..

I'll most likely swallow everythin tt I wanna sae back down my throat..

or jus throw awae e thought.

20. If you have only 1 more day to live, would you confess to the one you love ?

- duh, yes lah. T.T lyk eh, it's e LAST day of ur entire life to live u noe.
i DUN wanna bring any regrets or wad.
N touch wood luh cn, sae tis kinda thing. #%$@&*$%!
I'm so gonna live a long life. Lol.

2008-11-25T20:16:00.006+08:00

haha. blog's gonna die soon if i dun post somethin. xD
hmm.. todae de post will b mostly on pics bah.. haha.

mi & peng wif christmas tree @ marina[x

mi & dal^^

mi, peng, dal^^

dal, mi & peng~~

random pic from grandma hse's study rm(:

random pic from ouside my kitchen window[x

so cute rite, cousin hamster(:

haha, a clearer pic of cute hamster^^

mi wif peifen from last wk; bbq^^

another pic, gosh.. my face looks OVAL. ._.

ultra nice de cheese tarts from skool canteen<3

mashed potatoes ar dah love~
bt so sadd, fattenin sia. ><

woo~ self emo-in when sis took tis for mi. xD

waiwai & mi; mirror pic @ escape(:

us again on pirate ship. [:

waiwai sae i look bald here.

okae.. a bit.. xS

2008-11-19T21:02:00.003+08:00

helloos back after a long period of time. wahaha~ xP

haha. nvr really blog cuz always spendin time @ youtube.

went to work.. cuz wai dun wan put last wk. lol.

then tomoro gt oso, ohwel. one thing i realise man.

cuz put 11-30 to 4, at first might tink's a bit little.

bt when it's to lunch time, u'll b so duper glad. haha. xD

love or bread is out lerh~ woohoo~ haha. been waitin for it. lol.

pili MIT oso quite nice^^ show wif mysterious air luckin around. x]

lol. will post again soon yaa~~ tatas~ ^^

I found out tt i'm beginnin to hate u..

bt I dunno y.. n I dun wan to... *sigh*

2008-11-11T20:58:00.003+08:00

a olden pic of feifei when i'm so so young~

so super, ultra cute de loh, RIGHTS? xD

insulted luh, okae. bout wad my mum sae.

she sae y from young so cute become..

distorted lyk nw. okae... *pissed*

lol. todae's a ultra slackin dae man. haha. xD

all thks to e super, happi, holidae mood's fault~

woke up at lyk round 9 plus, latest time lately! ^^

then watch drama for lyk 2 hrs then left for skool..

stupid luh, because nid to sign some form thingy..

ohwel. walk in e rain! then met dal for lunch(:

broke my diet terms & regulations lerh~ lol~

then dal came my hse cuz she sae she miss it. rofl.

lol. then we took pics & make funni expressions..

dal helped out in my cookin-process for dinner too. ha.

then at 4 plus 5 she went home liao.

so gd life hoh, can go out.. i oso wan~ bleahs. xP

then i watch my drama till nw loh. ariel's freakin cute<3

& pls arh pls arh, i'm so nt les okae. .___. ohwel.

tt's majority of wad happened todae lerh.. lol.

sayonara~ ^^

2008-11-08T23:29:00.002+08:00

from preventin blog of goin K.O again mus update liao. xD

lol. truncated lessons; torture're OVER man, ppl~ hurray~

haha. i wan buy new hp~ x/ so damn damn sad here..

beloved mp3's freakin lyk dyin too(hopefulli nt *cross fingers*).

wanna eat AJISEN oso, & hav been naggin at waiwai bout it..

sigh. stupid diet project plan, i shld jus giv up luh, hoh? :/

lol. *jump topic* my com's kanna reformatted again..

so saddistic eh. zzz. then evil, mean msn oso failed on mi..

end up guess wad? i stick to e web messenger instead.. -.-

then moniter seems unstable oso. ohwel.. *big big sigh*

todae woke up round 6 plus goin 7? lol. & nearly "died"..

damn embarassin thing happened on e bus nia..

when i was dozin off, nearly knock into e woman beside mi.

wakaka. then worst thing is nt once bt lyk thrice. xP

then had lesson on binomial theorem, okaeokae bah..

at least cn understand.. then practice.. lol.

then spent afternoon slackin at home waitin for bbq time..

met waiwai at 4 plus so tt she cn print photos.

MEAN waiwai was LATE. kill u~ lol.

then we managed to find our wae to e rite busstop..

then call meryl for help to go her hse. lol. i'm road idiot..

her hse is BIG okae.. 0.o lol. then blah blah blah lerh..

*skipped skipped awae~~*

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woots to some smart person, nt tryin to b sacastic(dunno hw spell)..

u rock, although i might nt realli noe u bt ur action rocks man.

GOGO, mayb sometime i shld try it to eh, haha. xD

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it's scary hw addictive stuffs remains on ur mind..

no matter hw hard u tried to forget, it's still impossible..

to stop e wantin or memory of it from flashin back..

n i simply hate myself for it.

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ohwel. was jus writin some sentences of emo-in. lol.

can heck care mi, i'm a bit nuts currently bah. haha.

tt's all bah, goin watch show lerh~ ariel lin rocks<3>

2008-10-31T23:42:00.003+08:00

OH MY GOODNESS~~ FREAKIN HAPPI MAN~

ARIEL GT E BEST ACTRESS AWARD~ xD

SUPER CONGRATULATIONS TO ARIEL!~

GOOD LUCK WIF NEXT YR'S AWARD TOO<33

2008-10-31T21:22:00.002+08:00

YO ppl(: back to post finalli lerh. wakaka~ xD

survived one wk of truncated lessons man..

congrats & congrats again to all sec 3 ppl. haha.

one more wk then hell's over. lol. xP

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tis' "dedicated" for someone i nearly strangled.

dun misunderstand oh, feifei's nice de okae.

pls dun puke, except bloody ppl tt nid scoldin..

simply tt i dun really giv a damn if u see tis..

cn go complain to everyone u wan or u noe..

pls stop testin my patience every single dae luh.

cuz sadly my patience is pathetically small?

so dun make mi blow my top or strangle u cn.

i'm so damn proud of myself & wad i did luh.

nvr immediately scream at u todae. miracle man.

& for ur info, if u didn't noe, tt action's freakin rude.

when u wanna blame ppl for their actions or wad,

tink bout wad u always did first, before tokin crap.

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wooh~ vent finish lerh~ lol. feifei's super sad man.

super sad tt her bloody com went crazi & nuts

super sad tt downloadin of msn keep failin mi

super sad tt her phone cn't b connected to e com

super sad tt tomoro hav tuition, scared alone

super sad tt dere's another wk of truncated to go

lol. ohwell, shall tok bout more happi stuff then..

quite some things to look forward for next wk too(:

tuesdae - attendin jessie jie de birthdae party~

thursdae - accompanyin waiwai to daiso @ IMM~

fridae - goin out wif dal & peng for moviee~

saturdae - havin class chalet @ meryl hse~

lol. feifei's gettin ultra poor lately man.

ps: poor-er than waiwai..... xD

k luh, goin to do other stuffs lerh. nites(:

2008-10-21T20:12:00.003+08:00

whoo woo~ feifei here to blog~ lahlehloh~ lol.

met up wif dal & peng for lunch todae at mac^^

saw hamizah & her frens oso. haha. so qiao(:

okae luh, i was on "diet" so ate MCflurry onli(x

lucki nvr try e choker-wasabi burger nia. lol.

we toked quite mani things bah~ xD

so ultra sadd sia, ms. yp de announcement ):

she wn't b joinin liming from next mth lerh. ><

hmm, mayb mi & dal oso wn't lerh bah? cuz..

we used to go tuition for more of de-stressin.

emo~ cn't meet each other as often lerh..

nvm nvm, we'll still maintain active contact de!(:

yeah, mus go out more more often oh~

veri lookin forward to dec de slp over. xP

tomoro goin sci centre; omni theatre sia..

sigh. duper sian-ness. so bo-liao can. x/

i'm lyk so nt interested.. ohwel.. wad to do?

raise head > 90 degrees & watch lorh. .__.

lastly, congrats to feifei for removin it(:

woo hoo~ tink for a long then ta-daa~

i'm free again lerh~ ^.< *claps*

ppl who dun understand nvm arh~

tatas, till next time(:

2008-10-18T19:04:00.002+08:00

woo~ feifei's back to update post lerh~ ^^

haha. busy watchin ariel de shows so yupp.. xD

gt back all of my results over e wk lerh.. sigh.

it's lyk all so freakin de saddistic..

study lyk siao still so shit.. wad to sae man..

english: 55/100

ss & hist: 57/100

e math: 57/100

a math: 25/100

phy & chem: 62 or 63/100

chinese: 72/100

geog: 40/100

sobsobb. onli one A for chinese..

then a math still fail lyk WTF?!

then pass phy bt fail chem?!?!

zzz. sadd-ness nia.. no comments..

I'm nt givin up! hais. *jiayou-in to myself*

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sigh. 'fought' wif my mum before liming tuition.

lyk over veri sensitive topics (to mi luh)..

then wth, make mi super emo lyk shit..

hais. since aft last june hols tt i work..

nw i realise tt i veri dependent on dere..

hwever somewad dunno wad's e reason..

bt nw, i tink i noe lerh.. sigh. y on earth sia?

shldn't I b glad tt i clear my doubts..

bt y is it tt my heart in e tearin pain?

gt over e shit prob which last damn long..

nw tis thing came wif greater impact..

i'm nt tt strong luh cn, tink wad..

breakin down cn't seem to help alreadi..

wad to do? bang my head against e wall? wtf.

if it's lyk e last prob okae luh, take as mi suay.

fated to meet up wif a 孽缘.. bt tis?

since e dae i'm born everythin's alreadi set.

nt for mi to even decide or hav a say..

hais. sooner or ltr'll end up tokin to a councellor..

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okae bah, dunno wad else to sae todae lerh..

post again next time bah. bbyes..

2008-10-11T22:39:00.002+08:00

lol. FINALLI changed my tt blogskin away liao.

i tink tis one okae.. luh. lol. a bit emo-dull.. x/

well, post bout todae bah((:

had liming tuition wif dal & peng^^

haha. saturdae tuition's always fun man. lol.

we stayed a short while in e pasar malam..

(wah, is it spelt lyk tt?? 0.o)..

then went buy bubble tea & bought fries!

hahas. e shaker wasabi thingy de.

it's quite nice loh. tot might nt veri nice. xP

so we went to class then came down again..

to buy another packet of fries(x

then end up hav 'picnic' in class.. ^^

aiyoh, i wanna go out more luh(:

i'm so lookin forward to e slp over~~

oh, n oso sorta cut my hair a little..

gt layer n cut de lorh, onli nt tt oblivious mah. xD

both of them sae lyk no much diff. xS

ohwel, i'm still thinkin if i shld cut my hair off~

scared ltr result lyk shit then how~~ x/

then oso dun wanna b lyk SOME ppl. eww..

well, i oso ran out of wad to post liao. xP

so stop here for todae loh. tatas(:

2008-10-10T18:36:00.002+08:00

feifei's back((: haha. wif somethin to post lerh^^

jus went out wif dal & peng todae arh~ lol.

nvr tink then didn't realise sia. so scary..

we haven went out together for SO long cn..

then previous neo is lyk last yr? O.M.G..

nevermind nevermind. "renewed" todae. hehs. xD

hmm. woke up at 7-8? thks to some ppl luh.

go ask mi meet her get disc. lol. kiddin arh~

thanks arh lion, for e ISWAK discs(:

then set off to bugis mrt lerh loh.

e DAMN BLOODY mrt de service prob.

make e train stay at paya lebar for goin 15 min?!
plus e mrt freakin packed & stuffy cn. wtf.

then some SO 'kind' auntie still squeeze her butt in!

damn luh. then become even squeezy. siann-ed.

ohwel. then met peng at bugis round 12 lyk tt.

then we sorta roamed around e mall.

damn funni, lyk in circles lyk tt.. xP

*skipp skipped*

then finalli ah dal come liao. lol.

aft tt is lunch time arh~ yayy-ness.

it IS yummy loh. salmon pepper rice arh? xP

lol. thks to dal for her recommendation(x

didn't manage to catch a movie though.

nevermind, next time oh(:

we took neoprints oso! lalalas~

then we had fun playin wif e machine.

addin colours to e hair blah blah blah~

and.. da-dah! it's done liao. lol. xD

then we went lookin for place to sit & tok tok(:

n settled down outside e movie area dere~

time really flies nia, when u tok..

so fast then e time flew to 5 plus~

then we gotta go home liao. lol.

hilarious arh, we meetin tomoro for tuition oso[:

had fun todae arh~ ^^

funnest (feifei language) dae for recent outings((x

okie loh. byebyes^^

2008-10-09T09:36:00.003+08:00

omg man. so freakin long from last post. lol.

yayy-ness. end-of-yr exams end le!! lyk finalli((:

damn freakin happi de luh. waited for e dae. xD

i'm so gonna play & play & play lyk wad..

pay back for my stress. lol.

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wah. finalli i cn throw all e pain away lerh!

i've succeeded in thinkin through thoroughly..

ohwel, wad is over is over. anythin le luh.

wadeva, i'm startin my life again lerh.

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okae luh. dunno wad to post yet worh. x/

some quite random random pics?

my buddies for EOY. lyk 1/2 amt more nt in pic. lol.

at KFC. my turn man. waiwai's candid! ha(x

waiwai& mi de achievement of colesaw & mash. hehs.

dal & mi((: quite long ago le worh. bt nvm luh(x

hamizah, mi, waiwai, fidee, meryl(:

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hehs. next time come post arh((: see ya^^

2008-09-24T18:58:00.002+08:00

lol. feifei's back after nt bloggin for 5 days! hehs(:

sian de arh~ lyk 2 more days to EOY lerh! omg..

tink liao always become damm freakin stressed. x/

ohwel. so far tis wk gotten back some tests' results..

chinese: 45/70 (so so NT happi)..

history essay: 11/12 (yayy-ness xD)..

social studies: 6/13 (predicted ><)..

chemistry: 94.5/100 (yippees~)..

lol. lyk so bo liao. gosh, nerve broke again. -.-

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well, thought a lot lately.. then decided on a lot oso..

hav set mah mind on brain-washin myself totalli.

regardin anythin wise. guess lyk tt is better bah.

at least can live normalli again, for u & for mi?

i dun wanna tink anymore. scared bout..

e conclusion tt i always happen to make..

some wad my instinct tells mi tt it won't b gd.

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since EOY comin, feifei won't b bloggin for some time yeah.

byes ppl, till next time..

2008-09-19T20:32:00.003+08:00

woah. damm long didn't come see blog lerh. xP

haha. replyin tags here yupp. easier to read mah, rites? ^^

waiwai: haha. i look weirder in tt pic can. xD

fiona: lol. tot u noe my url mahs. haha, thankies(:

jiayou together oh(: gambatei arh~ ^^

elan: wah. gt meh. okae luh(: thanks orh(=

urm, will smile more bah[x

jessie: haha. a nah. eh.

older 1 yr still younger than u eh.

old lady! xP kiddin luh. thanks Jie^^

dal: thankies gal((: nt dun wan update luh.

bt no chance use com mah. hw to leh? lol(:

jini: lol. u arh. onli few months younger onli. wth lo.

soon u oso as old le okae. lol. thanks arh. nvm de(:

sharon: thanks ya(: joyce: thanks((:

nigel: wah. rare visitor huh. haha. thanks(:

peng: aiyoh. i oso wan change luh.

see le oso sian.. nw damn busy loh..

aft EOY immediate change man. lol. xD

miiwei: lol. sorry. linked(:

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thanks to all for ur smses & calls & presents(:

love u all arh<3>

2008-09-04T22:39:00.004+08:00

helloos ppl(: haha. after 5 daes, feifei's back to blog le.

lol. sep holidaes' lyk gonna end lerh. so damn fast.

tis time round stayed at home for e most of e time lo..

n mugg. ><>

ohwel. dun care le larh. xP

shall blog on some of e daes wif fun stuff bah((:

mondae:

supposed to b day for astons de outin de lorh.

mornin; basketball at sentosa.. nite; dinner at ajisen..

woah.. i miss ramen again. goshh. -__-

then oso supposed to go out wif dal & yp de.

bt end up. congrats to mi. cuz P*** called my mum.

damn WTF. nothin better to do meh.

giv such detailed report to my mum huh.

then gt mi grounded. damn luh. hate her.

i was lyk groanin tt i can't go out on sun nite.

then dal brought ultra good news.

lol. she comin to study at my hse wif yp(:

yayy-ness. we were being so guai lorh.

at least we managed to nt tok more than i tot. xD

wednesdae:

woke up at lyk 8 plus i tink. earliest for past few days nia.

haha. cuz planned to meet fiona Jie to study..

ultra lucky tt my mum let mi out. totalli surprised.

was doubtin if she was spyin mi lorh. seriousli. ohwel.

yayy. won in my lame game of spottin each other.

jie saw mi de bt looked awae then gav mi a call.

goose. hav my appearance changed tt much?

hmm. is it good or bad neh? lol.

i tink i was lyk keep on askin comments on e mi nw.

well, she still looked e same as before. haha.

was glad we still contacted each other till nw sia.

treasure e friendship(: veri special. well, in tt sense luh.

then we were studyin (tokin for slight part)..

and ate mac for lunch. yum. i lyk e fries.

lala~ we stayed all e way till 6 plus then left.

then hang around in parkway till 7 plus lo.

then i gotta rush go tuition le. sadd.

time always flies.

some random pics from recent & long long ago~

from left to right:

yingquan, waiwai & mi(:

after english lvl test lo~

ID- fun pic. mi & waiwai(:

cher's dae celebration in skool.

gt cute balloons on stage. haha.

mi & waiwai in geog class.

okae. ignore my face.

looked fat lorh.

fiona & mi. nt friendly de.

then after tt smilee((:

i tink she look cuter when she smile. lol.

eh. clear up arh. i'm nt les okae.

lol. okae le lorh. till next tine~

byebyes ppl(:

2008-08-30T11:26:00.003+08:00

dah dah dah~ hols' here lerh lo. finalli. aha. xD

nt sae waitin for it luh. cuz after tt EOY. T.T

from nw officialli left bout 5 wks to tt onli lerh.

good luck to mi man. ohwel.

my hols ar quite free lorh. for e first time..

lyk nvr go set mani mani dates to go out..

sigh. I guess I seriousli nid to use hols wisely..

lyk to buck up my damn failin subjects etc.

ahh~ no life nia. lol. shall post bout yst bah.

finalli gt to watch movie lerh! after so so long(x

watched "Cyborg SHE" wif wai, winnie blah..

it's nice lo. glad tt we didn't chose walle instead.

haha. overall it's a great show luh.

went back to khs oso. bt lyk so little ppl went back..

ohwel. happi tt my chers still rmb mi! so glad(:

haha. then passed them e choco I've made..

I've bai waiwai to become my cookin cher. lol!

end up e final result nt bad lorh. it's nice OKAE.

hehe. I bring 7 'bag' of choco to skool.

then end up 3 eaten, 4 given out. xP

clear up; nt onli I eat arh. i'm nt glutton. *blinks*

lol. gt a few pics lo. post e next time i can bah..

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please luh. to some damn bo-liao ppl on earth

dere's lyk enough things to crap mah mind lerh.

so if u DUN mind, stop harassin mi can? wth luh.

sae so mani bloody times bt yet u still wan lyk tt.

damn freakin irritatin. freak. jus go away or wadeva.

i can't even b bothered wif ppl lyk u.

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终于我放下一切不愉快,

尽量以平静的心态往前看.

庆幸我没后悔所做的决定,

我会珍藏一切回忆, 谢谢你.

2008-08-22T21:39:00.002+08:00

whoosh. it's been a fast one wk? lyk simply jus fly past le.

seriousli, haven't tis proven e power tt time can fly at?

sigh. dunno whether I shld praise myself for succeedin nt..

succeedin in hidin all e probs since last wk deep beneath..

managed to nt let all e words burst out causin castastrophe.

okae. I shall b proud of myself? Zzz.

once again I wonder, is lyk wad on earth?! damn wtf la.

is it realli tt I'm treatin ppl too nice or in ways tt make ppl..

sort of lyk misunderstand mi? tink tt I've other motives?

or wadeva lyk, lyk them or wadeva shit. sian-ness.

damn fcked up. mayb i shld realli go change.

change till become some cold-blooded freak? wth.

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most of e results back tis wk le. damn damn S.A.D.D.E.N.I.N.

english:53/100

chinese:76/100

a math:15/100

history:56/100

geog:30/100

physics:48/100

chem:84/100

c.sci: 66/100

pissed arh! shld hav done better de sia.. a lot better..

my ultra pathetic a math is officialli dyin soon.

then didn't study enough for geog & physics too..

physics 2 more marks then pass le nia. freakin suay!

feifei's goin to makr sure tt she start studyin for EOY.

and make sure tt she'll pass E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.

DIE PHYSICS! DIE GEOG! DIE A MATH! .____.

2008-08-16T19:56:00.005+08:00

yeah man. poor feifei being sorta grounded off com's back!
haha. lyk after a million years then I'm back to post finalli((:
woots~ common tests ar officially over on fridae le.. yayy!
although tt's a gd thing bt scary things ar all after tt huh..
i'm so goin to flung my PHYSICS, A MATH & GEOG..
oh my veri godd.. hw man.. a math fail again comfirm K.O..
y sia. nt lyk mi nvr study slack all e wae then still lyk tt..
pissed. nvm.. i shld get use to it tt a math's NT my subject.
sian-ness. shan't tok bout studies. will emo onli..

finished liming tuition round 2 hrs & some mins ago. lol.
haha. actualli parkway cn lyk become my second hm le..
every wk go dere dunno hw mani times. haha. xD
todae's fun durin tuition lorh. (every wk oso fun de la[x)..
mi, dal & peng hav loads of laughs todae i guess.
hehs. cuz all e topics we toked on ar all simply hilarious..
n ya. tt guy's officialli DAMN IT scary.. stalker. ohwell.
i'm classified as a august baby le.. peng arh peng..
hehe. mi kiddin de la. gt rmb cn le de(: haha.
i too managed to make wai fold 1000stars for mi~
hehs. i'm evil. bt i still dunno wai birthdae plot for mi. =S
n wai arh. if u reads tis. u still owe mi a piece of cake! xP
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i was freakin pissed yst nite & tis morniin.. for dal..
tt bloody, FCKIN, idiot, retard, bastard, J.E.R.K!!
better still disappear! meanie plus baddie number 1!
who u tink u ar huh? bully my dear dal..
i giv a damn if u read tis or nt.. jus freak off. -___-
u try doin again. u cn try mi. u'll get it from mi.
i WILL chiong go ur skool slap u! bastard..
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I love national dae eve((:

n ohoh! happi earli birthdae yupp, rach(:

stay pretty & happi^^

2008-08-03T19:23:00.002+08:00

shit nia. I emo-ed through e break between tuitions..

then gt slightly better laughin at Mr. Ng durin mavis..

bt yeah.. my mind's still elsewhere bah.. sadded..

ahhh.. I tink I'm gonna go insane freakin soon..

sigh. surprisingly finished whole carton of juice nia..

grape promeganate(shld b spelt lyk tt bah).. .__.

quite cool nia.. finished in almost 30 min alone. lol.

then nothin else bout todae bah.. Zzz.

sundae's mainly muggin & tuitionin. T.T

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after briefly browsin through ur blog jus nw.. I wonder..

was ur last paragraph a reply? a reply to my previous post?

bt well.. I'll hav no idea till u sae "yaa" bah..

ohwell. feifei's goin to stop here for todae le..

byes all.

2008-08-02T09:55:00.004+08:00

I tot everythin's finalli goin back on rite track once again..
Damn. I was lyk so freakin happi or wadeva shit can..
I noe ppl would kill mi for it bt still.. I kept it unknown..
Bt end up everythin said tt dae simply shatter all..
It made mi bloody emo after PE? N wtf sia. Tuition time..
Because of wad u said I actually attitude mah frens?!
Nw I wonder wad on earth's wrong wif mah brain..
I mus hav been insane.. Sorries ppl.. ><

I seriously dun mean to aim my anger at u all..

Mayb I really shldn't hav appeared.. Shldn't at all…
So tt it'll b better for everyone? Perhaps bah..
I tired le.. I've told u before I'm exhausted.. By simply all?
Bt ur words brought mi on, I guess. I wanna life on le..
Life a life of onli mah own..

Do u even noe e reason I refused or dun wan to?
I tink u dun bah.. It's nt jus stupid phobia anymore?
It's jus tt I ain't certain bout tis thing? Wad'll happen?
Somemore lyk u said, wil's case, hw to ask mi hav faith in it?

hais. nevermind le bah.. no use explain oso le..

guess tis's a goodbye to our meetin tis life bah?

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zzz. ppl who dun understand wad i'm tokin can jus ignore lo..

I'm typin some emo thingy.. ohwell.

bbyes..

2008-07-26T19:19:00.002+08:00

feifei's officalli DYIN of damn load of stress currently.

ohman. STRESS is dah HATE. diao. sian lyk hell nia..

1). actualli I still remember it

2). everyone oso still remember it

so in e end, woohoo~ congrats~ lol.

ppl who understand will noe bah.

2008-07-22T21:09:00.003+08:00

life's lyk finalli goin straight & rite for mi I guess? woo~
finalli livin back to normal le.. & yupp. rid of being emo(:
I was glad I made tt decision.. I was so so glad.. lol.
n another thing. recently damn a lot of ppl sae I change lorh..
lyk where gt.. >< well, yupp await e old feifei? ha.
nid go le orh. tatas(:

2008-07-18T15:19:00.007+08:00

heyya people~ feifei's back to blog again man..
since dunno hw mani decades ago.. haha.
quoted by waiwai in skool yst or e dae before bahh..
no time mahh.. then my hse's lyk D.E.S.T.R.O.Y.E.D..

sobbs nia. at first my bathrm & toilet. & nw kitchen. ><
n yaa.. my rm oso kanna.. dey added tiles. .__.

took some pic todae of e pathetic situation.. Zzz.

shall post some dae lo. nw lazy~
so MANI things happened lately worhh.. lol.

last sat: went to GARY's concert wif peng(:

it was so damm freakin NICE arhh~ haha..
for things at concert or smth at her blog lo..

I stml bout certain things on tt dae liaos.. xP

then after e concert peng waited wif mi..

for tt DAMN bus number. 30! so LONG nia..

so nice of her~she can take all e other buses lo((:

taken inside, before e concert derhh.. wee~

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N I wanna watch movieeeeeeeeee~~
haha. I'm lyk namin out all e movies..
lyk keep repeatin to everyone around mi.. xD

HELLBOY(II): THE GOLDEN ARMY
THE DARK KNIGHT

RED CLIFF
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wadever u try to sae, do or might as well put it tis wae..
try to contradict urself in everythin related to u..
I dunno wad's tt bloody problem wif u & I dun care..
so seriousli jus leave mi alone can? let mi go..
dun lyk keep holdin on to mi lyk some superglue..
I ain't tt close to u or wad so jus stop smsin mi things..
I've never seen any gal lyk u before in my past 15yrs?
really scary to actualli even met u in e first place..
scary tt it can actualli lead to all my troubles nw..

2008-06-28T19:56:00.004+08:00

woohoo~ jus back from OBS nt long ago..
damm tired lurhh. again nt enough slp liao.
LOL. overall I really dunno hw to describe sia..
bt e instructor rocks lurhh.. she's damm nice((:
then oso loads of "funni" jokes from her.. xDD

we oso kayaked for dunno hw mani hours..
it's lyk oso damm fun de lorhh.. I FINALLI learnt..
lyk first in my lifetime learn hw to kayak~ lala~
bt actualli I slacked most of e time larhh.. hehe..
cuz I paddle 4-5 times move de total distance..
Chris paddle once then whoosh 'fly' in front lerhh..
bt mi oso gt "contribute" de oh. bleahs. xP
then e other campsite other than campsite (2) is..
DAMM DAMM SCARY.. it's lyk jus deserted..
jus a patch of deserted land bahh.. *fainted*
then oso dun hav proper toilet dere. T.T
u're told to jus pee/ shit in e corner near e sea..
wad on earth.. then at nite when wanna go toilet..
wif LiMei & XinYi & HuaiXin.. bt we no guts..
can't blame us mahh.. we gals lehh, wad to expect?
end up noe wad happen? some bat pop out & flew out..
somewhere near us.. so we all freaked out..
then we all backed back to instructor's tent area..
bt is oso experience larhh..
we oso land-expetitioned back..
so freakin long time CAN.
then bag-packed oso heavy till..
hehe.. I shall stop complainin le larhh..
aiyo.. shall stop bout bloggin on camp stuff lerh..
very very long to sae everythin out lo~ haha~
anywae.. SHACKLETON RULE LURHH((x
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todae went back to liming tuition lerhh~
finalli after lyk goin one month nia.. damm long..
miss dal & peng((: hahas. I'm nt a LES okae..
then was again chattin through tuition lo~
hahas. was fun kae~~
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actualli I didn't noe tt u'll hav tis kinda reaction..
It's totalli out of my imagination.. hais.. u've changed..
changed more than wad I've imagined u to ever been..
bt I guess tis' hw humans ar made to b? outta control..
ur words.. dunno why bt dey're still able to hurt loads..
I wonder if tt lame reason of mine's another retard decision..
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lastly.. I'm lyk feelin damm fcked up nw.. why sia..
ar u actualli outta ur mind or wad? IT'S HER CAN..
hav u lost ur senses or wad? regretted man, really..
why on earth did I let u noe my password for msn..
I noe u're still curious bout e truth or facts or wadeva..
bt tis's too much lurhh.. rather than gettin things to worsen..
nw, I rather treasure e peace I've nw can.. P.E.A.C.E!!
lyk wtf, u go add tt gal on msn, then wad u expect mi to do?!
ar u nuts or insane nia?! she's related to both of them man..
wad to do u tell mi?! hw save tis damm mistake u've made?
lyk crap.. THANKS huh.. if I can't clear tis, I'll goin to b in deep SHIT..
& most likely I'll hav to live wif tis mistake or misunderstandin for life huh?

2008-06-16T22:19:00.002+08:00

WOOTS. feifei's back to blog lerhh.. lala~
todae off-dae worhs.. cuz skool gt some ss thingy..
zzz. it's NT fun okay. lyk DAMM DAMM borin..
except for e parts tt we're given snacks to eat..
okay.. actualli more of to do some contrastin..
ohwell. dey're delicious lo.. hehe. xDD

then after "skool", mi & waiwai headed to astons.
nono. nt to work oh. bt to b customers. HAHA.
we're so creative rite. cn tink of goin dere oso..
then we ordered food tt we cn eat for staff meals.
lol! then YokeMei & Joyce dey all were lyk.. dot dots..
heh. see we're so nice. so back dere visit them..
then oso saw WaiYee. she still look sick. hais..
ppl're all fallin sick these daes.. goshh..
everyone mus take care of urself yeahh((:
then mi & YokeMei & Joyce start tokin crap..
well, bout waiwai & SOMEONE. hehe.
I'm sure waiwai see tis she'll kill mi mann..
lalala~ I'm half outta my mind lerhh..
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although I tink everyone will scold mi nuts for tt bt yeahh..
jus wanna wish u happi birthdae bahs..
ur question made mi seriousli retink all-over again mann..
lyk wad should I actualli sae? wad should I do?
bt yeahh.. end up I chose e answer of no idea..
I wonder.. Am I wrong once again for tis time? I hope nt..

2008-06-13T09:01:00.002+08:00

ARGHH~ seriously I'm beginnin to lyk Astons lerh~
e shopp environment.. everyone & all e ppl dere..
lols. then cn oso see so mani familiar ppl..
lyk yst saw fangning lorhh.. waiwai notice her de la~
lalala~ shit man.. next wk L.A.S.T wk of holidaes lerh..
sobb man.. so damm fast de larh.. time flies~
lyk after mi back sing alreadi goin 2 wks~
hehe. I'm earnin money lerh~ woohoo~ xDD
really dun wan holidae end lorh.. hais. sian-ness~
somemore after holidae's cohort camp liaos..
wad on earth.. we're goin Pulau Ubin again~ ><
ohwell.. feifei's dyin soon of e high stack of holi hw lerh~
majority haven do nia.. godd.. okae larh..
todae off dae so mayb try get some hw done lo. *sigh*
k larh~ feifei nid go lerh.. byebyes((:
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thanks dude.. for affirmin mi tt my decision's nt wrong..
it's lyk nt e first time bt once & again thing.. ohwell.
one thing tt I've learnt is tt ppl changes overtime..
and e speed's really shockin.. frankly dere's nth tt cn b done..
bt to actually get to accept e fact & oso to learn lessons..
lessons might hurt bt dey prevent history from repeatin..

2008-06-10T09:39:00.002+08:00

Waah.. I'm startin to lyk my jobb & my new-made frens le sia..
lol. lyk waiwai lyk tt.. hav feelins wif my jobb.. xPP
lyk tt then hw? ltr skool reopen then won't wk so much lerh..
tink will miss them lo. T.T a bit ahem ahem hoh.. lyk I siao le..
bt really lorh.. everyone dere is N.I.C.E derh~
WAIYEE b mi cher teach mani stuffs~
YOKEMEI teach mi chilli sauce re-fillin~
LAURENCE teach mi wash trolley~
JUNE teach mi sweep floor & menu~
lols. aiya. of all.. THANKS ARH(:
LOVE THEM ALL(:

2008-06-10T08:59:00.002+08:00

THANKS arh YP(: *forced smile *
pursuaded gor to pretend nvr see his tag to do quiz lorh..
well. here it goes..

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B. Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. What do you think an ideal best friend should be like?
cn b trusted derh.. truthful to each other.. yupp..

2. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
hmm. I wan all my other dreams to come true. xP
lol. no la. live my life smoothly~ career wise or blah blah wise~

3. Who's life would you want to takeaway most?
waah. I nt tt evil larh.. nopes.. none at e moment.. I TINK...

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
-> charity
-> family
-> friends
-> keep in bank

5. Describe yourself in three words.
crazy drama fantic(x

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
umm. both is blessed orh.. ohwell.

7. What's the one wish you'll make this very moment?
umm.. dunno yet lei.. too sudden. AHA..

8. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
yupp. most happi a few lo.. bt dun wan list everythin out~

9. Do you believe in ghosts?
ERR.. yeahh. ==

10. If the person you like secretly is already attached, what would you do?
obviously keep my feelings to myself, lyk of course rite?
mi so NICE lorh. hw cn go b third-party.. lols.
then quickly forget tis crush.. then here it goes again~
EXCEPT for e ending la..

11. Would you like to confess to someone you love by yourself, or through your friends?
hmm.. on my own lorh.. more sincere mah((:

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
famili & frens <3>

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
umm. waah.. tough Qn hah. ^^
no la.. she's nice larh~ helpful(:
okae la. stop here~ ltr ppl tink mi les HW?? xDD

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married bah.. bt e marriage mus b successful one larh~

15. What is the first job you wanna take once you graduate from school?
umm.. ummm... ummmm..
mi haven decide exactly wad nei.. T.T

16. What's one thing you hate most yet you can't change?
confidential~ lala~

17. How would you rate the perfection of you life now?
7/10 0.0 ohwell. ya.. lyk tt lo..

18. Among your friends, who do you think is/are the most similar with you?
hmm.. gt several similar to mi in diff areas de mah..
gt DAL(: JESSIE JIE(: JON(: YP(:(u wonderin y rite.. temper veri lyk. xP)

19. What do you think makes you stand out from the others?
umm. a bit nuts at any situation de gal..
yeahh.. jus a little mental disorder~~
LOL. ppl dun b scared of mi oh! I'm nice derh OKAE..
bt lyk tis my surroundins will hav laughter mah..
although laughin at my purposely de retardness la.. ohwell.

People who're tagged!:
so de sad cn.. dal & yp both oso kanna tag or do liao..
waiwai no tagboardd.. hmm..
1)Jon (hehe. xPP)
2)Elan (since u so free mah rite((:)
3)Sharon
4)Jessie (heh. jus open blog then mi lai lerh~~)
5)Siyuan
6)Yi-Ning
7)Naomi
8)Mi-yii
no idea wan put who lerh..

2008-06-03T20:50:00.004+08:00

mi goin post pictures todae bahs~ hahas~

some random ones too~

I set firecrackers sia[: woots~

cn jus ignore mi.. background nice rite~ lala~

some grassplains again~~ ^^

beautiful scenery from high up(:

scari one plank bridge ><"

4 kidds in e famili[x

auntie & mii^^

mi & cousin~ HAHA. he look hilarious in tis pic. xPP

whole. ENTIRE famili picture((:

my famili & grandparents~ xD

hahas. so jus all these pictures for todae lo..

e rest.. next time when com nt so lagg yeahh((:

see ya~ ^^

2008-06-01T13:47:00.002+08:00

feifei's backie in singapore yesterdae lerhs~
reached changi airport at 11 plus 12 lorh..
then lookin lyk some ppl seriously lackin of slp..
ohwell. I happily off flight mode & here it comes..
some smses from ppl.. then gt one.. lyk..
y sia. y wanna keep remindin mi of ur presence?
I'm tryin so damm-it hard to dun hate anyone..
bt y.. dun force mi la pls. it's damm hard for mi..
when reminded of wadeva u did.. seriousli..
dere's tis urge for mi to strangle ppl..
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then.. finalli blog-hoppin's able to b back on lerh..
stupid network can't visit blogs in china..
then.. unfortunately.. I saw several blogs tt's..
wad on earth la. jus within 2 wks onli sia..
within so short a period of time cn lyk tt?!
really scary wad & hw time cn evolve things into..
hais. since things ar alreadi evolve till lyk tt..
so let it b lyk tt le bah.. can't b helped lerh..
let time do it's job bahs.. hais.. saddenin..
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I'm missin china lerh nia.. I tot I won't..
bt in e end is lyk so opposite wad I tot..
relatives dere really giv mi a feelin of home..
hais.. I'll miss u all derh..
see u guys after 3 yrs. xS

2008-05-30T09:50:00.002+08:00

waah. damm fast sia.. jus lyk tt 2 wks passed le..
it's oso nt tt I dun wan back sing.. I missed dere too.
miss frens & famili back dere loads.. bt jus feel weird..
at here I totally dun nid to b bothered by anythin..
really man.. feel a lot "lighter" here than sing..
when I back.. so mani disturbin things to tink bout..
then still hav so mani things to settle & solve..
then oso will lose a great listenin ear here..
hais. feifei gotta b baack soon lerhs. T.T
ohwell. enough of lame emo-in..
mi oso decided on pressies for some ppl lerhs~
hahas. mi & my mum was lyk shoppin all around..
then kanna pissed of by mi.. =="
cuz I was lyk was tis one so orh-tu.. tis one nt nice..
goshh.. then THANKS to a event then mi found.
some china-link souveneir (dunno hw spell)..
k larhs.. all for nw.. mi nid go lerhs..
buhbyes~ ^^

2008-05-26T15:41:00.002+08:00

OMG.. feifei's precious straight long hair's G.O.N.E le..
sobb man.. nw look lyk some freakin gangster + tomboy..
total saddistic sia.. onli feel lyk stranglin e stylist.. WTF..
3 things & ppl I mus thank for my hair nw is:
1) e damm stupid salon tt is SO goodness..
2) tt damm "power" stylist tt did tis to my dear hair..
3) my dear dear mother for insistin I cut..
*SIGH* deep emo-ness..

2008-05-25T19:42:00.002+08:00

Quite a few daes nvr blog le orhs.. hahas. lazy lerhs. xD

went to some place lyk singapore's botanic garden todae..

hmm.. can sae as bird park or escape mixed together bahs..

then lyk usual, I donated dunno hw much blood to mosquitoes..

lol! slept at 1 lorhs then hav to kanna chase wake up at 6.. T.T

Guess my beauty slp will b lost for quite some time le man..

hahas. i was damm evil worhs.. after I pathetic kanna woken up..

then I went around wakin ppl up & draggin my cousin out of bed..

heh. xP then is breakfast time before leavin house lo. ^^

first place we went dere was some on-water games area..

was damm fun orhs.. I overcomed my phobia of water lerhs!

hais.. seein e lake reminded mi of so mani things..

wad's e point of mi overcomin my phobia of things nw?

hais. then nearly pushed down into e water by uncle oso.. ==

bt is nt intentionalli de larh(: interestin! I learned to balance liao..

lols. then after tt went to see some birds & stuffs..

a lot of species sia.. wad parrots.. pigeons blah blah la..

then feifei was lyk some kia-su ppl dere takin pics of birds. xP

dey cute larh~ lols. then I was repeatin to my aunt..

"wasei! wad'll happen to here if kanna bird flu sia?" hehe. xD

mi & my ultra CHOI CHOI mouth.. bleahs. *touchin-wood*

after tt went to see some plants stuffs le.. lyk botanic garden lo.

gt rose garden~ orchid garden~ cactus garden blah blah~

then again is pics takin time lerhs.. snap & snap~

end up ppl look at mi lyk some crazi ppl. 0.o

EH. ppl nvr see before some of e things mahs..

can't blame mi la.. y lyk tt.. ultra baddies. *humph*

then went for boat-rowin & fishin oso.. okae.. confession time..

feifei was slackin through e boat-rowin thingy & others row. xP

hehe. no strength no strength~ then fishin time..

I wasn't really fishin again.. was ka-jiaoin ppl instead..

can spoil their chance to get fish[x lookin at e fishin rod..

then was thinkin bout stuffs again.. fishin..

damm risky.. it's e third time cousin sensed somethin wrong..

e last time when I was lookin at friendster stuffs..

and another when i was tokin to Dal on phone.. ohwell.

still hav a lot of things tt happened todae nia..
lazy to rite out lerhs.. mayb next time or wad bahs..
hav to go le orhs.. to eat supper le~
byebyes ppl..

2008-05-21T15:51:00.002+08:00

sian.. nw here rainy dae lorhs.. from mid-morniin rain till nw nia..
ohwell. it's better than too hot then kanna heatstroke huhs? lols.

todae morniin visit another temple on some mountain/hill worhs..
then nid take cable-car up.. scary sia.. to mi larh.. Zzz.
is lyk e cable-car won't stop for u de lorhs.. wad on eath..
it'll jus continue movin then u mus hop on e cable-car..
lols. it IS an experience experience.. T.T
then again.. feifei was lyk some maniac takin pictres..
hehe. xD can't blame mi lo. all those can't find in sing derhs..
wad mountains la.. rivers la.. hills la.. forests la.. blah blah..
after spendin quite some time up dere.. we WALKED down..
Zzz. so long de journey back down.. bout thrice of goin up time..
end up before even reachin half of the mountain/hill ..
my leggs lyk old people wobble & wobble & still wobble..
goodness.. in the end.. i was half-"crawlin" down instead lerhs.
lol! all those still okae lorh.. wad's worst is tt it rained..
HALFWAE through our journey down mountain/hill. =="
so again.. along wif grandma & famili.. dere's 5 drenched chickens..
hahas. xP

then in afternoon, was back home for lunch(: YUM YUM[x
lols. then finalli managed to communicate a little wif cousin lerhs..
he lyk Randy lorhs! mostly dao-er derhs. xP I'm badd.. hahas.
then discussed some stuffs thingy then he left for skool lerhs..

yuppyupp, briefly wad happened todae lo..
too much to sae in detail le la.. so stop here bahs..
tatas ppl(:
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after seein ur reply.. e more I felt tt my decision was rite..
it was in the end.. I don't wish to deny that my heart still aches..
and tt it's still gone, nt wif mi.. bt it's feelin different now..
I'm lookin down on myself tt I can't cut it off straight..
wad is happenin to mi.. y can't I control my emotions?
e feelin's toally beginnin to suck lyk hell..

2008-05-20T19:08:00.002+08:00

mi back here to blog lerhs.. finalli hav time blog le worhs..
yupp, cuz todae much more busier dae lorhs.. hais..
bt oso good.. lyk tt can prevent mi from tinkin too much..

ohwell. tis morniin thank heaven dun nid wake up as early man..
lols. wake up as 6. tot i was early, end up everyone awake le. T.T
haaahs.. xS then breakfast was high-fatt food again.. goshh..
as for lunch is buy from some "饭店" derhs.. lols. nice lo..
after tt is cyclin to some relative's house for visitin time lerhs..
cycled for so damm it long then e path so damm rocky.. ><"
my poor butt again.. lols. all tt was quite okay de lorh..
until after tt reach some farmin plains.. then torture came liao..
power sia.. all tt cow.. pig & wadeva animal DUNG smell.. 0.o
somemore e farmin plain spread over such a great distance nia.
*fainted* so in the end. feifei became a STINKY feifei.. ==
mus clear up arh.. e place I'm livin nw does NT hav DUNG smell..
haiyo.. i'll jus take it as a rare experience on geography then..
took pictures again worh! gt beautiful riceplains & mountains..
when e cable can hoh or hav time, will post up somedae bahs.

jus came out from bath then saw smth damm cute sia..
saw cousin take tt small machine thing to 'rebond' his hair! xP
then i go 'ka-jiao' him. bleahs. see! hair IS important okayy..
and another thing. if anyone ever wanna come here for holidae.
please remember a thing. MOSQUITO REPELLANT.. T.T
lols. k la. enough of my crap todae lerhs.
nid off com lo. byebyes(:
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I mustered up my bloody courage to write tt can..
can at LEAST reply rite? hais. wadeva le la..
sae tt U're tired? more of I'm more tired..
at least both of u noe wad exactly's goin on?
at least both of u noe wad ar truths wad ar lies.
all I noe is tt I'm jus totally confused bout all..
y can't things overlap? y can't b e same?
y mus 2 ppl tell mi 2 totally different things?
I'm nt some genius or smart kidd please..
tt damm thing shattered my confidence..
still tink I dare judge things on my own anymore?
I dun tink I hav tt ability to judge anymore..
thanks a lot man. seriously THANKS to YOU.
sae tt I'm useless.. weak or wadeva..
the mi nw onli wan to get things on e rite track..
and to revert things back to normal..

2008-05-19T11:16:00.003+08:00

Mi reached here yesterdae afternoon le~ ^^
took lyk damm long for travellin time nia..
i tink should b round 7 plus hours in total..
my poor butt. lol! bt i was enjoyin e journey la.
really lorh. here's scenery freakin nice derhs~
when next time more pictures le then'll post up(:
then e brisk of wind oso veri power.. lols.
bt in air gt some farmer's "fertilisers" smell man..
onli SOMETIMES lo.. xD

immediately when reach my grandma's hse..
kanna flooded wif so mani food le.. hehe..
feifei's goin to get fatter & fatter soon..
aiya. who cares la. holidae supposed to enjoy rite? ^^
everythin changed worhs.. ppl & oso surroundins..
especialli auntie & cousin changed lyk hell..
one dunno y start keepin long hair le..
then cousin changed his hairstyle awae..
nw de fringe damm cool worhs.. lols. xD
i shall try to sneak pic of him then post up then. xP

morniin woke up at 5 plus i tink? siao sia..
i'm short or my beauty slp le larhs. hahas.
then left to take some vehicle thingy at market dere..
tt vehicle no comments lorhs, bump up & down..
end up lyk kanna free massage. yeahh thanks man..
went to visit a temple orhs.. veri veri big derhs..
a lot of interestin things dere sia..
wad mountains, hills, animals things etc..
then after a while took motorcycle back..
send 1-wae home nid 8 dollars worhs. T.T
freakin ex nia! 0.o daylight robbery lerhs. lols.
then half-wae home still start rain somemore..
wad on earth.. so in the end wwad happen?
feifei became drenched chicken.. ><"
how great nia. nvm.. it's an EXPERIENCE(:

yupp, all for todae le bahs..
nid prepare out le.. bbs(:

2008-05-15T15:10:00.006+08:00

first time tis wk bloggin eh.. quite long le.. hais...
mah mood's total smashed up & gone lately man..
gosh.. i can't even control wad's goin on within mi..
thoughts hav settled, then gone wild all of a sudden again..
damm wtf.. gettin lyk irritated? pissed? annoyed?
i didn't regret my decision.. it turned out shockin for mi..
as in the fact.. i was shocked stiff.. mind totally went blank..
when someone decides on believin smth, lyin can b hurtful..

thanks Gal, for accompanyin mi dere.. love ya loads..
or else i might hav seriousli become some "jelly" dere..
it's been ages since i lyk tt.. suddenly become cold-blooded..
if dere's goin to b another, i wld still go.. n clear everythin for all..

and oso.. thanks to Dal for words and waiwai for offerin hugs..
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mid yr's results is lyk total sucky.. all damm disappointin..

ENGLISH: 61/100
HIGHER CHINESE: 68/100
E MATHS: 52/100
A MATHS: 53.5/100 (combined)
CHEMISTRY: 66/100
PHYSICS: 45/100
SOCIAL STUDIES: 8/25
HISTORY ELCT: 13/25

posted a maths combined de results orhs..
onli mid-yr de too pathetic le.. dropped lyk some..
well, tt's all for now bahs..